awwwwwww!!!!!!!!!!!  ~Tracey xoxox

ugh, Jake, just ew! so they are all still young. I love the Marine thing, so...yum!  ~Tracey xoxox

Alice hitting on Edward, that is too damn funny. so obviously Bella was jealous. Rose is a bitch? really, I would have never thought lol  ~Tracey xoxox

whew, we got the A/E out of the way!! so will Edward hook up with someone while waiting on Bella?  ~Tracey xoxox

so that money is burning a hole is his pocket. actually would take them a lot of spending to even put a dent in it. so what kind of car will he get?? no bling for Jasper? wait, are we still saying bling? oh well, my bad.  ~Tracey xoxox

Edward is trying so hard but Bella is definitely right on the mark that he needs some attention. I don't know if Edward would fight so hard if Jake was gone, hmmm? so will Edward get attention for another female tonight??  ~Tracey xoxox

"Masino for the win!" still cracking up about that one. so are they even going to acknowledge Jessica & Lauren before they leave? not that it would really matter much at this point, just wondering. so all hell is about the break loose? what is that going to entail? can't wait to find out!  ~Tracey xoxox

ok so the guys are still there & CJ absolutely cock-blocked them, more than he will ever know. obviously, CJ knows Alice lusts after Jasper & he seems ok with that. so is CJ keeping the guys there to make the girls happy? CJ knew they were looking to hook up, does he really wants his lil sis to be that for Jasper? maybe he knows Jasper will do the right thing by Alice? so what did CJ talk to Jasper about anyway? oh & Bella so has a reason to break it off with Jake now! she has got to be strong & not let him weasle out of it & that will be a good break, but can she do it?  ~Tracey xoxox

so they are starting to share some of their feelings but Edward is still holding back. will Bella be able to get rid of Jake on her own? or will Edward & Jasper have to set him straight? will Bella sneak in to Edward's bed? maybe not tonight but at some point? mmmm, I wonder?  ~Tracey xoxox

way to go Edward? sometimes when one guy has the advantage I think they like taking a hit or two to get the adreline rush. just sayin. so why did Bella bow down to Jake & then try to protect him? does she feel like she only deserves Jake? I am glad Edward is asking though, he needs to know.  ~Tracey xoxox

holy shit!! happy as hell they finally gave in to the passion, but time to get the f*ck outta there before Jasper walks in on them!!! BTW, he just did all that without any protection & didn't even ask if she was taking any birth control! is he effin crazy? I mean Jake was there & has been with others, who knows what that dog could have? not a smart move there, nope, not at all.  ~Tracey xoxox

brother & sister, gez fighting like only brothers & sisters can. so will Bella go to work? will she stay home with Edward? will she be pissed at Edward & then have make up sex? LOL just sayin, it could happen ;)  ~Tracey xoxox

ok, so did Jake hurt her & she became another personality to protect herself? I can't figure out if she has split personality or was battered? obviously more questions need to be answered but wow!  ~Tracey xoxox

awww, I bet Edward loved seeing Bella smiling & happy after all the heavy stuff last night. however, makes me wonder how she could turn it on so quickly. hope we don't hear from Jake for awhile!!  ~Tracey xoxox

thanks for the warning, but I kept in mind it is just a story. was extremely difficult to do because you write it just like I am watching the movie! so that was awful, so sad that she really had to go through all that. I am praying that Edward came home to see why she wasn't at the pizzeria yet... that he finds out what happened to her... that he takes the new piece godfather gave him & uses it wisely taking Jake out... then I hope he calls godfather to clean up the mess. The family respects Jasper & know Bella from Alice, they would support Edward's decision. OMG girl, this shit is cray!! I can see why that had to be in the story but damn! ok, please update asap, like now, yep now! while I know there were warnings & it was very touchy subject matter, congrats on the writing!!  ~Tracey xoxox

Jasper actually took that better than I expected. could have gone a lot of ways. again, great chapter!!  ~Tracey xoxox

awww, I hated to see him go. glad Bella got the message about Jake without actually having to say what happened. just hope Bella is ok while Edward is away. I know she has Jasper but she is worried about hurting him. well she said she is usually better the day after, so maybe she will be ok, well at least her front will be protecting her. hopefully Edward will return safe & sound.  ~Tracey xoxox

awww, poor Bella is all over the place. so sad, but yes she has her guys!  ~Tracey xoxox

uh oh, she has to talk to Edward about this. so effin close & they got interrupted. obviously Edward was upset about it as much as Bella. but now, they have more to deal with than just a kiss? she better tell him & not hold out too much longer, well as long as she takes the test & it is positive. OMG, how is Edward going to react? I hope he is happy! oh, update soon please!  ~Tracey xoxox

oh shit! if Edward leaves Bella is gonna be crushed. so who the hell is this guy she is talking about? did she mean the way Edward used to act? wtf? she is confusing the shit outta Edward & me, thank goodness you posted more than 1 chapter & didn't leave that as cliffie!  ~Tracey xoxox

so glad she went to Edward's house. hope she falls asleep & he finds her there & they finally effin talk!!  ~Tracey xoxox

well finally!!!!!!!! at least this is something. Edward said a lot & that should make her feel more confident. now she just has to tell him about the baby, after they sleep of course. so will she do it? man I hope so!  ~Tracey xoxox

I have faith in your HEA promise cos shit happens, just sucks going thru it  ~Tracey xoxox

good Valentine's Day for them, awww   ~Tracey xoxox

well shit. like I said, I liked Riley, for that time. Never trust anyone. but he has to make sure his Bella-Boo is ok, so cleaning up a mess it will be   ~Tracey xoxox

ok Jaz, time to step up & get the job done. especially since it was all done for him, for whatever reason  ~Tracey xoxox

awww, Edward wouldn't care how she looked, he would think she was gorgeous anywhere, anytime :)  ~Tracey xoxox

wow, those two ladies are good!!  ~Tracey xoxox

yea, Bella has never really been able to have sex with Edward & then she was prego. they should be able to have some fun now! lol  ~Tracey xoxox

what a fabulous first chapter! think I am an addict already, thank goodness I know exactly where to get more to feed my new addiction LOL  Can't believe this is your first story in all these years, must have been bursting to break out! Looking forward to reading the rest of this story :) ~Tracey xoxox

damn, perfect start to their date! I gotta say, I thought Alice owned that dress shop the way she was acting with Bella, but that is just Alice. so how the heck does Edward know about 'Sex Hair?' and how did Alice just know that was the dress Bella would wear before she put it on? I know these are their talents in the books, but did I miss something in the first chapter? was Edward hiding around the corner & overheard a conversation or something? I am dying to know what is going on there!!  ~Tracey xoxox

OMG, that dream that was just cruel!! Both to Bella and all of us, MEAN, MEAN, MEAN!! Alice is a riot, and again, how is she knowing stuff about Bella hmmmm? Now what to say about Jake, GAH??  ~Tracey xoxox

ugh, Jake is definitely pain in the ass!! but that drink, holy shit that was hilarious!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  ~Tracey xoxox

so Edward has more powers over Bella to get what he wants after she thought she was gonna get her way driving his car. at least Jake is gone. of course Em was making noise at graduation ceremony, so his style :)  ~Tracey xoxox

I was wondering after the restaurant when he didn't order wine with her. I thought maybe he was DD at first but after their date, it was getting obvious. Will he have a problem with Bella drinking? I mean she is a bartender? How will she handle it? That morning craziness... OMG, so hilarious!!!!!!!!!  ~Tracey xoxox

TEN MILES??? I am surprised she could walk at all?? LMAO!!!! but with Edward there to inspire her inside, I guess it was worth it ;) nothing like Mom to interrupt, heehee  ~Tracey xoxox

my family has learned to accept my sense of humor but I really have to tame it down at family functions, wish I could let it loose like that!!! Loved the teasing between Edward & Bella too  ~Tracey xoxox

Tanya, Tanya, Tanya, gez! poor Bella, now she won't be able to use her hand for a few days :( at least Edward is there to take care of her. Renesmee? LOL  ~Tracey xoxox

Why on earth would you give a spare key to your crazy mother that lives in Jacksonville? Bella, Bella, Bella. at least the night ended well with Bella finally getting some action with Edward, and she got to tease him a little. so close to saying the L word, I wonder who will say it first? and how?  ~Tracey xoxox

FINALLY!!! Love is spoken and what a wonderful birthday present, awwww!!  ~Tracey xoxox

Well hello there :) I haven't been reviewing each chapter, cos, well, I am just too excited to read the next chapter & there are so many to get through, YAY!! However, when I read this A/N and noticed that people are giving YOU negative comments about Bella having such low self-esteem or saying this is the worst Bella ever?!?!? OMG, the time has come for a review!
I want you to know that I have truly enjoyed this story and am so excited I still have 30 chapters to go & it still isn't completed yet :) I appreciate your writing style, that we have to feel it from Bella's POV to really get her insecurity. Since your chapters are short, it may seem like Bella is going on about it but this is a very big deal for a lot of people & important to the story. I look forward to the point where she realizes it is ok to be loved and allows Edward to love her. I imagine it will be magical. Plus, I love the pics you are making available to us ;) Please know that for every hater, you have SEVERAL readers that love your story even if we don't review each chapter!! Sharing your story with us is so greatly appreciated. Your wonderful imagination and creative writing is truly enjoyed!!
Oh, and if those haters have anything else to say, just tell them to look up TWCS Top Ten Favorite Authors and they will find YOU -- enough said!!!!!  ~Tracey xoxox