Dear Kikiblue - you know I'm a dedicated fangirl of yours and it broke my heart to leave the BDR update at home since it updated right before I was leaving to catch a flight to Atlanta. So, I cheated, I took the link with me and read it at the airport on my phone. I would never choose to read your story on my phone because it's draining on me reading on that little device and I like to have a certain ambiance for BDR, but I HAD to read it! 

Sorry for the way delayed review, but just got back home. I remembered to come do it though and that should account for something, right?

So, this chapter is heartbreaking on so many levels. The beginning with Edward fighting what he naturally wants to do to try and give B what she needs - very touching.

Love EPOV so much!

Thenk when Bella returned to tell him that she's (I won't spoil it for any readers), I just about cried in the airport. NOOOOOO!!!! We knew she was lying to him. But, she did what she felt she had to do. Hurting him is the worst when he cares so deeply for what seems like the first time. I don't consider her selfish either. I'm sure some will read her that way, but I think she's willing to spare him the agony of her life (afraid she's going to ruin Harvard for him) and she's finally trying to take care of herself. That's not a bad thing.

I know you'll give the best ending this story can have. I love it endlessly and feel sad that it feels like it's concluding.

Thank you for writing. You're brilliant!

Take care,

Suzie55