how??? and charlie didnt know????

GREAT chapter, as always!!!! How is Renee not her mother??? Can not wait to read the next chapter. I love your recs. I am also reading Sssssh. It is a good story. I am going to check out your recs.

I was curious where you are from?  You keep referring to a doctors office as a 'surgery'.  In the US the only thing we really refer to as a 'surgery' is the as a verb, like a doctor performs a surgery or a tonsillectomy is a type of surgery to remove the tonsils.  Obviously it doesn't matter and I know what you are saying in the story I'm just always fascinated by how other places refer to things. 

I'm so glad we are finally getting to the letter.  That has been hanging over our heads forever! And it was a really mean tease to bring it back out and have Carlisle read it and then say 'oops, not yet!'. Naughty PLU! 10 spanks for you! *points to whipping bench*

I'm sure Bella is happy that Renee is not her mom, however that doesn't change the fact that she always looked to Renee as a mother and Renee fucked her up and scared her for life.  Not being related by blood isn't going to change that. I'm so curious to how it all happened though. How could Charlie not know?  So he got someone else pregnant and didn't know it, and thought his actual wife was pregnant but she wasn't?  Huh?  So confused.  Hurry with the next chapter! I really hope the story isn't close to being over yet.  I love it so much I never want it to end. :(

Also...damn do I want that bus. I'd move in and never leave. I'd just roam the country for the rest of my life. It's the perfect amount of freedom and luxury!

That is a great chapter!

I think Bella will be excited about that information!!! Thank goodness the sexbargo is over! I can't wait to see where you take this new twist!

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thanks so much  for your review and comments - the ride is gonna be a bumpy one - I loved your new word - SEXBARGO!  (Can I use it some time?)

Loved it!  Thanks from the bottom of my heart for this story.....it has gotten me through my pregnancy.  I am now 8 months pregnant.  I used to look froward to every Saturday morning because there would be a new chapter in my inbox.  But now anytime I get an update I stop everything and read it!

SO THANKS A MILLION!!!!!!  I don't ever want this story to end!  You have such a good way of bringing new things to the table and keeping us on our toes!   WONDERFUL!

great chapter.  Can't wait to find out how the Renee situation pans out - in vitro? another girl Charlie was with who couldn't keep the child?  how did Charlie not know - and if he did - why did he allow Bella to go with Renee?

evil cliffie but we love you for em aewsome chappy 

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Wonderful chapter.  Its always a pleasure to catch up with these two.  I still don't really get the attraction of being a sub but if that is your Bella's thing good luck to her.  I am wondering how the hell Bella's mum turns out not to be her mum.  My mind is bogglering.

Until the next time.

Wow! Monster chapter, brilliant as always.

Dont even know where to start with this huge ass chapter.    LOVED bella going off on Heidi/Felix.   LOL for Garrett helping with the Alice spanking.   GREAT idea for the road trip.

OMG for the big reveal at the end.  I was expecting something like that but more of Charlie not really her dad.

Love the road trip. What a great idea to get Edward's thoughts on other things. I have no idea who Bella's mother is going to turn out to be, but she should be thrilled that it isn't Rene. But still don't understand why she is going to be upset. Hmmmmmm. Great chapter.

Author's Response:

Hey T - thanks for the review and comments = all will be revealed in the next chapter and you aren't wrong!

Very nice.  Love that they are finding each other again.. and Renee isn't her mother?  Good god.. please don't let Esme be her mother..  lol. That would just ruin this little tale. hahaha.

Thanks for the chapter

Keep it coming!! I can never get enough!

Now how did she manage that?  I can't wait to find out... Great chapter, they enjoyed each other so much... a much better honeymoon.

Thanks for the update.

WTF?! Such a great chapter, but not the outcome of the letter I was expecting. Can't wait to see how it plays out. Good thing Carlisle was the one to read the letter and not Bella.

Author's Response:

Thanks for the review - I really had to have my thinking cap on for this one xoxo

What?????? How can this be?? Explain....please!
Really great chapter!!

Author's Response:

Awww Jay - you're gonna have to wait honey - but it will be quite clear and plausable in the next chapter - I've done extensive research and yip lets just say - she is a whole other brand of f*cked up!

Holy Crap there was a lot in this chapter!  I loved it.  Gosh, where to begin????

I can only imagine the looks on Bella and Edward’s faces when Garrett asked them if Edward’s surgeon explained about the no sex part!!!  ROTF!!!  Then to read how they were coping with the no sex!!  Too funny! 

The Middle Eastern theme night?  Wow!  I have to say I was jealous of the 8 flippin’ orgasms that Bella had that night!  Geez!

The firing of Felix and Heidi was perfect!!!  Love feisty Bella!

I wonder if Maggie about choked when she heard this?  Probably not but I like to think that she did anyway!:

Bella's breath caught in her throat and she swallowed nervously, "I think that Maggie would have something to say about that."  She tried to joke.

Okay, when they were at the surgeon’s office talking about sex, when they could have it, how they could have it and Bella’s reaction to it was simply priceless!!!!  ROTF!!!  But I have to admit that Edward had a point when he said that he had given her orgasms in front of many people before.  However, in Bella’s defense, that was a place where it was expected to happen and they had talked about it prior to going there.  Even though Bella knew that they would be discussing whether or not she and Edward could have sex, I don’t think she realized it would be that graphic.  Plus, it was three men and her.  I can see where she was mortified.  LOL!!

Jasper and Edward trying to keep up their Dom-ness with Bella and Alice really was funny at times.  The whole Alice and Bella fighting in the bedroom and how the boys reacted to it was pretty funny too.

The luxury road trip?  How fun was that?  I have been in RV’s like that and they are unbelievable!!!  And, it seems, like Edward and Bella grew even closer to Anderson and Brian.  How could they not?

And, finally, at long last…..dinner with Esme and Carlisle at the winery.  Their first night to have sex.  How sweet was that?  I had to laugh when Esme put a throw on her suede chair!!!  I am laughing because, girlfriend, I would have done that too.  Don’t need my suede chair all gooey!  Ewwwww……. LOL!!

Yes, so it seems just as they clear on hurdle then something else comes up.  Makes you just want to scream “F*&K*!!! doesn’t?  Ha!

So Renee is not Bella’s mother?  Hmmm…wonder why Charlie did not share this info with Bella??  Did I miss something here?

Needless to say, I cannot WAIT to read what happens next!!!!

Keye

damn that took me so long that twcs logged me out!! haha!!  wow i was thinking that charlie wasn't her father... but you twisted it.  gald to see the plumbing is all in order for edward.  can't wait to see who her mother is!!! thanks for the update!!

O.K. I was expecting the "Charlie is not your father" angle.  I can't wait until you reveal how Renee is not Bella's mom!

Great chapter!  I loved the road trip-that was fun.  And glad to see E/B get back into the saddle!!

That news is cause for celebrating!!!!

Awesome chapter, I love this story. I thought you did a great job of capturing how even though a person is repaired physically they may not be completely put back together.

So glad you ended it on a positive note.

Thanks so much for writing;D)

Loved how you brought our couple back together. Edward was such an ass... I thought my husband was bad when he was sick.

wow

Thank you! They are going to be ok. I loved how Garrett and Paul moved in to help because both Bella and Edward needed some intervention. Edward needs to take some lessons on trust. He has not been open and honest since their honeymoon, and he will need to be for them to heal. I hope he is planning to address the honeymoon and not just forget about it in the wake of the more recent disaster.

Hey thanks for the Rec's that's fun.  hope you are feeling better Fiorella.  Now, as for the chapter.. GOOD GRIEF... I am convinced that have to be some type of phycologist or something cause you NAILED this grief stuff.  I mean we would all have to agree that Edward was being horrible, but man.. you just got him.  His was an impotent Dom.  That's got to be tough.  This was an emotionally charged chapter throughout, but I am so happy with the ending.  I love it. 

Thanks.. and Hope you all had a Happy Easter TOO

I am so happy that Edward is getting back to being the Edward we all know and love. Men are all babies when they are not sick and not themselves. They make the whole world suffer with them. But you just have to love them and pray for a quick recovery.

wow! Edward really is an uber douche but after his breakdown I really get why. poor thing and then he couldn't even get excited? wow what a blow to a man's ego. :( but I'm glad he finally did have his breakdown and get his erection. lol and that Bella told him off. he needed it. I can't wait to see what happens next AS USUAL. lol keep up the great work. thanks again bye for now

more tears this chapter! especially when he was missing Bella so much after he was such an ass! I loved how she handled those guys @ the hotel retaurant! Anderson would be so proud. Oh and when Edward broke down with Garrett, forget it, i needed tissues! good thing he read the journal and it sparked the conversation, she was so lost there for a bit. Hope you had a wonderful Easter!! till next time.....

Author's Response:

thank you so much for the review and the comments, I'm glad that this story still touches you. xoxo

OUTSTANDING WRITING. I CAN'T PRAISE YOU ENOUGH.........

Great chapter. I am so glad that everyone is well and it seems that Edward will be up to his tricks in no time. What a pair.

Author's Response:

You gotta love 'em!  Thanks for the review T xoxo

loved the chapter! the stories you are suggesting are they from this website? i looked them up and cant find them :(

Wow, that was AMAZING! I really loved it so much!  So happy they are back together again and Edward realized how mean he was to Bella ;)  Cannot wait for more!

Great chapter.  Such drama after the shooting, it is so nice to see these two rediscovering themselves and mending.

Michele~

I loved this chapter it was well done.  I love that they all kinda stood up to Edward when he was being a prick.  I loved tha Bella got herself a backbone and ripped that table of assbags a new one.  This story continues to amaze me each post.  I love it!

Your struggling writer friend,

Kasi~

Excellent!
This was a complete chapter - it had it all!

Author's Response:

thanks so much 

What a great chapter.   This is truly what people can go through when faced with a traumatic experience.   Thanks for sharing that with us.   

Great and long chapter.   Have a great weekend.

Happy Easter to you.

I don't know, that Edward does need a good arse smacking sometimes.  He certainly puts Bella through some stuff but then Bella puts up with it.  Her sub nature I suppose.   I am glad they are getting sorted.  Can you imagine poor Edward without a boner.  Bella's enthusamsim for the playroom and sex in general is hysterical. lol

PS  I have been reading We Come to Life Beneath the Stars by Lillybellis & The Education of Professor Cullen by sheviking, both are two excellent fics. The updates have been slow but they are nearing their end.

Loved the pictures and can't wait for more Do we get to see Eddie go crazy when he finds out it will be longer than 2 weeks I want to see it Trust me I had a fit when he told me June !st they stoped me on July 15 when they found out my heart was having problems 36 days to go and counting....DOWN

Last chapter I thought I would suggest you take the pen you write with and stab Edward with it, several times.

The description of his character is right on. As an actor he thinks the world revolves around him.  This is his dom life style as well. Yes he takes care of his sub, but for his gratification as well.

thanks for the update!   i hope you feel better soon.  thanks for getting ed's head out of his ass!!  i like that bells is so stong!! yeah hard on!!!  again thanks i love the story i was a great present from the easter bunny!

Love this story and hope you are feeling better...I am so afraid that the end of this remarkable story is coming and I don't want to leave these two characters that I have grown to love.  Can you give us an idea of how much more of their story you are going to tell...I don't want it to end!  Happy Easter to you as well and thanks again for a wonderful story.

You made me cry for both of them I was so worried Thanks for sharing this with us and I hope your doing OK see you next update because I am so excited to see what will happen next He is going to be down for monthes with will give us a very cranky and broody E So can't wait.....

HOLY HELL, that was some intense stuff happening in that chapter!  I did not see Victoria coming at all... in fact I thought it was Renee out to kill Edward during the first few lines.  I just can't even imagine what they are all going through.  Just, Wow!  Good stuff and I can't wait to see what there is next!

GAh! love the update! Can't wait for another! 

Holy crap! The first half - wow, just wow! I was screaming asshole about every third sentence. I cannot believe after all they have gone through, and as easily as Bella has crumbled before he still kept being a jerk! Then the whole shooting-definitely did not see that coming!!! I want to shoot Felix for keeping Brian from going with his gut! Emmett brought tears to my eyes and I loved all of the support from all of the family. Thank you for not making a horrible cliffy and having Edward wake up this chapter!

Wow that was something else. For a minute there my first thought that it was Renee. The wedding couldn't have been any better. Tho I could have kicked Edwards ass for the way he treated Bella. Thank god you had him wake up at the end of this update. As always you are such a great writer and thanks for sharing.

Wonderful as always... So afraid of might be in that letter. If carlise couldn't tell her it must be heart breaking. On to the next update.

LOVED LOVED LOVED this chapter. Awesome wedding. Even more aswesome honeymoon days, well except when Edward decided to be a moron.

I thought you were going to leave Edward unconscious at the end of the chapter. I was all prepared to be pissed for the cliffie. Thankfully, you woke him at the last minute so I take back all the evil thoughts I was thinking about you.

Hurry and post again!

“You just have to know how to channel her energy!” Jasper said with a grin.

Funniest Fucking line ever about Alice!!! (with inuendo...)

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