Life moves along and we better be there for the ride. Sometimes it's easier, others, not that much. Family and friends help, a lot. Just as Bella now with Rosalie. She can't fix the situation, but just being able to talk about it, helps, a lot.

Interesting, Edward is intelligent, and used to getting what he wants, and fast.

He has his priorities and ideas, and seems to be more than happy with his life. But this small, not so random, encounter has him stunned and confused.

This small woman exuded so much confidence that it shocked him, and how she is gone. However, something tells me, they will meet again and that perhaps, Emmett might have something to do with said meeting.

He isn't imagining things, a part of him might be wishing he was though. And mystery girl? yes, she has been missed, she needs to show herself and soon!!!! Edward is about to loose his mind, and having to look after his siblings won't make things easier for him.

There's also this new side of Edward we just found about, it is great. Even if he know will have to ask a favor because of it. It will be worth it.

Edward is getting under Bella's skin, yes, but not as deeply as she is in his. It can seem unbelievable that someone could change his perspectives so much in only a week. But it hasn't been just a week for Edward, deep down, something had been stirring to make him realize the changes he needs in his life. Bella was the spark, or in her case fire, so needed for Edward.

She has an immense power over him. If she is aware of it, we still don't know. However, Edward was able to see, she isn't immune to him. He affects her, and he wants to find out how much.

Edward isn't completely changed, but he is starting to move in that direction.... How long will it take him to accomplish it and Bella to agree to dinner? This should be interesting.

Evil but so good..... It can't be great to wake-up  to such dreams every morning. But Edward is proving to be resilient and will keep up trying to get Bella to talk to him, hopefully even go out with him. The fact that she talks with his brothers and tells them they are cute has to be another thorn for him.

What will his next step be?

Sadly, it was the correct moment to end the chapter :(

Edward has had quite a day. Waking up with a hung over, regular, but still. Finding out he got a new tattoo, the meaning of it and most important the why he did it. He found the courage to call and make the appointment. It is all filled with holes and lies, and I am pretty sure both Mistress Marie and Angela are aware of it, and used to it. Will he be able to keep his identity a secret? Can he really trust Angela? And when and if he is found, then... 

I can't wait!!!! Amazing chapter!!!!

I like the idea of this story. A very confident Bella an also confident Edward, who seems to not think he can get into this. And after what she asked for.... 

He knew he was going to get himself in some trouble, and I guess that the uncertainty of what kind of trouble was part of the thrill. He never considered he would like this, but he is enjoying himself. A lot.

Will we get to hear from Bella in this story?

Last week-end wasn't what was expected or supposed to happen. Both of them have different conclusions about it. Edward is clueless and wondering, so he tried to be smart again, something that didn't turn to his advantage.

Bella is acting strange, there's something that is bothering her, and Edward has no clue as to what to do or how to act. He wants more with her and is trying, will he be able to?

What does Bella want to talk about.

That will make her remember him at all times!!!! Along with the rest of them, I guess too.

Edward gave Bella the benefit of a doubt and it was good thing. She has proven to have learned her lesson. She won't be making "those" mistakes again.

Their talk about Sally, the center, abuse and James was interesting and important. Bella has been able to see and comprehend the differences between James and most abusive men. However, that doesn't take away the pain, it just helps. It's a slow process, but one she hasn't stopped so it's going at a good steady pace.

The rest of the week-end will be interesting. I hope the ink disappears and soon!!!

I'm liking it, a lot. The plot seems interesting. 

Jacob is a really good friend, and so is Leah. They both care for Bella and want so see her safe and well. That's why Jacob is there, even if he isn't too comfortable.

As for Edward, he is in the lifestyle, apparently. Working in the family business while he has another job. An Anatomy professor? Is he a doctor?

Bella got his interest. And his uncle gave him just enough information.... What will he do with it?

Bella puts all she can and more on to the center. She is really close to it and wants to help as many women as possible. Sadly, resources tend to not always be available, but that doesn't stop her much.

She was on a night out with a friend, trying to relax, when Edward showed up. It was more than a pleasant surprise, since his dad showed up and left to check the center with Carol. From what was said over the phone, it seems Carlisle might be joining the team. 

Does this count as Bella and Edward's coffee date? I hope not ;)

Bella went through a lot, no wonder she is so careful and doesn't want to go to Forks, who can blame her for it? Yes, her family surely wants to see her, and see her better, but it can't be easy.

I was impressed on how open she is being with Edward. It is still painful for her, obviously, but she seems to have been working towards heeling and with the center, help others.

It was a nice day, the Cullens, even with the comments are nice and welcomed her right from the start.

She got Edward thinking and probably again, overthinking things.

Although Edward has been in this lifestyle for a while now, this time, with Bella, it's different. He is doing both, the D/S and the "vanilla" relationships. He couldn't do it any other way, Bella has a very strong pull on him. The same pull he has on her. She is entering a world where the line between her fantasies and her nightmares, is thin. She has to trust Edward, things will be okay. Edward needs support and some guidance, luckily, he has Emmett and Rose to help him with that.

Thanks for the thorough explanations.

She is a lucky girl... to have such a clever and fast thinking Edward. I have to agree most men would have never seen it. He has a special ability and that is something to be cherished. Bella needs someone like that. She went through a lot in the past. It left scars, visible and not that need healing and care.

Edward needs to be careful, more than he thought at first. But with Aro's and his family's help, I think they will be able to make it.

I probably would be too ;)

It was a lot for one day, but Bella couldn't have known, though. She was thrilled and excited about it. She is learning and learning takes time. So when Edward asked her about the things she didn't do correct, and she realized there were several, feelings of insecurity came rushing in during her dreams. Good thing Edward was so close to her. She needed the comfort and love Edward provided.

A box? Each time we learn a bit more and understand further why Bella is so concerned about her own safety. 

It was really nice. Private, and just their own, which I believe is what they needed. Also it came when Bella wasn't expecting it. It seemed like a normal night, with instructions and things that were keeping Bella's mind busy, when suddenly, he presented it to her.

I do hope it isn't the end of their time in the playroom tonight, and that you share with us what else went on there.

I am happy about Peggy, she deserves the chance and it seems things will be more than fine for her. 

Bella will need to be more careful when answering her phone in front of others. ;)

Bella is a fast learner, so both have to be really proud, she is doing really well. I guess that part of putting the papers on the fridge was to see how she would react, and I guess she didn't dissapoint.

Emmett is a strict but caring dom, and Rose is as caring as he is. She was aware that things might get tense at the club so she told Bella to be prepared. She was as much as she could be. It was impressive to see her so confident, she did get nervous at moments but overall she did really good. Even with the Tanya incident.

Then at home, I guess now she knows why Edward wanted her to take a nap ;)

The dancing and singing was great, I loved that it is on tape too, so they can watch it again.

The day ended well. There's still lot of work left for Bella and Edward. She is still struggling, I think more with how to phrase her feelings and fears rather than telling  Edward. She wants to share, but she still has a hard time figuring out how to do it without feeling scared again.

The little meeting was a shock to Bella. She never thought about it, so she acted as she felt. I don't think Edward or Aro are upset or unhappy with her. She didn't behave perfectly but it wasn't bad either. I guess the others are just, difficult.

I'm honestly not mad at Edward. Bella made several big mistakes. At the moment, she didn't think and even after she still found justifications to her actions. I am not saying she is entirely wrong or right. But her life isn't her own anymore, and it is by her choice, so she needs to think of others not just herself. Edward was harsh, yes, but I do agree that with how Bella is feeling right now, it will be a long, long time before the needs to be punished again.

There was no way she wouldn't be asked!!!! And now... I guess she will be telling him the truth. The interesting thing will be his reaction.

I never considered Bella would 'red' for this. It isn't the most usual of commands but it's not impossible, just a bit uncomfortable. Besides, Edward won't let anything happen to her, that includes her health.

For as good as Bella had been doing, it's clear with the attack she had, she isn't okay yet. Something that seems inconsequential can make her loose it in just an instant. Is this the only reason Edward wants her at his house? Or is there something he hasn't shared yet?

The mark is gone, erased. They can finally move pass a punishment, neither will forget for a long time I guess.

It has to be complicated to be able to be in the right mind frame for Bella and Edward. Especially since Alice is so close and so far away in knowledge about what happens behind her siblings close doors. Some things she has figured out correctly, others... she has missed by a lot.

Bella's past experiences are painful but they need to be said and heard, especially by the people who care so much for her. I think it's great she is being somehow open with all of them.

I didn't think he is using the term in a derogatory form. Neither one is. 

I thought the dance floor big O was impressive. It wasn't exactly planned, but it played itself into the evening perfectly. And I have to agree with Edward, it will probably be the first of many. It might have seen like a make-out session, but considering where they are, at least a few people had to have realized what was going on. Not that it was the first, but that it occured.

About Jake and Edward. It can't be easy for either one, although they are both making a huge effort and it shows. There are moments when it will be easier than others. Today went fine, I wouldn't say perfect, yet. As for Leah... there are reasons that could make her attitude understandable, but still she needs to control it from time to time. Bella needs her encouragement. Even if Leah has no idea how and if it might help Bella, something that it really does, she should give it, because Bella needs it and she can provide it.

About Bella dressing Edward, I think it helped her get back to the right mind frame as Edward said and I found it really sexy.

Bella is I think at one of the most critical moments in her life. The one when she has to give that leap of faith required to believe in herself. She could choose not to do so, but if so, she would be condemning herself to half a life. Sounds so simple, to believe you are worth, that she can be loved, deserves to be loved, no matter her mistakes. But for someone who went through what she did, it isn't that simple. Even if in her job she seems to be on top. There needs to be something to make her jump. Something like what happened to Sally, a simple thing, an event, a comment that will make her see she can.

I guess Edward kind of knows what might be going on in Bella's mind. Sadly, there isn't much he can do now. It's up to her. 

Yes, the storm was closing in, and fast. He was smart and realized Bella was looking for a fight that morning. There was no way he could have done anything right then.

Thanks for small things like Esme calling Edward. Who knows how long it would have been for anyone to realize something happened. 

Leah's feelings, while understandable aren't right. She has said she wants Bella to move on and be happy. Doing that involves depending less on her and more on Edward. Yeah, easier said than done, but she should have seen it coming and prepared herself.

So Edward now knows part of what happened, from Bella's recount and the pictures he saw. He also found out what made her snap the other night. The sound. 

I hope Bella finishes opening up to Edward now. 

They are on the right track, and that's a huge part of it. 

Edward needed this as much or even more than Bella. He was forgetting a very important part, Bella's choices. She is the one who has the last word, she can safe word when ever she feels she needs to. And I am certain, if the time comes she will do it. Edward made a huge mistake forgetting that. I think he should get punished, lets say he forgets Bella's 2 amazing O's and they call it even?

Things are moving and working again, but still they need to pace themselves.

It was an unusual usual in deed. Edward pushed Bella in a good way. I didn't understand entirely what he did but it was something that made Bella feel good but at the same time it drained and exhausted her. 

Dinner was interesting, he was also pushing some of her inhibitions, and Bella liked it, more than she could have imagined.

It was a really good night, I hope the rest of the week-end is the same, even with all the things they have to do.

Real life can't stop moving or wait for things to be calm at home. The club has it's problems and things to handle. The liquor situation has to have Edward, Aro and Jane worried. They need to do something but be very careful at it.

Jane has become a very important person in Bella's life, Edward had a clue but hadn't realized how much. It was a surprise to him, it's difficult to understand his reaction to it, but eventually he will be happy with it. Jane knows a lot and what she is sharing with Bella will help them both a lot.

I am a bit concerned about Leah, something is going on with her. 

Bella's condition is not something to take lightly or ignore, sadly she has done it from time to time. Edward did well in reminding her about it. The punishment was fit, and it served its purpose very well.

Poor Bella she will probably be able to name the states backwards by the end of dinner. How could she "yellow" without Emmett and Rose noticing?

I have a question, why does Edward want Bella to only drink wine? I have nothing against it, it's my chosen drink. It just made me wonder why she can't have mojitos.

As for Tanya... she has to be really, really angry and probably already planing what to do. At least Bella will be expecting something. Lets hope she will be able to handle it.

About the posting... the song says "it's the most wonderful time of the year" it should also say the busiest. We will miss the postings, but it's the ... time of the year. I hope it goes well and you enjoy it.

When you become part of a group or family, there's always sometime of "welcoming tradition", I guess this was Bella's and Edward's. That Carlisle and Esme joined the shelter team to make Bella blush and how clueless Edward was, was lots of fun.

There have to be times when sharing is easy and others when it's tough. For Bella to share why she is there, in front of all the women, has to be a bit if both, and worth it. 

There's a lot to process from this chapter, Edward's thoughts and feelings on the break-in at his house, Bella's, the police. There are, as he said, a lot of little pieces that need to be put together, easier said than done, but with time and some patience, they will make it. 

It might seem harsh that Edward reacted in such way just because of a kiss. But as you said, from a Dom's pov, she didn't follow an order. It was small and a loving gesture, but still she didn't follow the comand. She has to be always aware of all the tasks and orders given to her. Her asking for punishment shows how much she has learned and as she thought how much she enjoys obeying her master.

As for Irena, I am not entirely sure she is being honest. And even if she was, she is changing sides rather quickly. However, what she said was very important to Edward. He needs to find out who has been spreading the rumors and why.

I can see why this is one of your favorite chapters. It was amazing.

Bella didn't want to go to the club, she tried subtly, while knowing she was going to loose the battle. Edward let her know he didn't want to go either, but he had his reasons. Reasons he wasn't going to share with her, but that she would eventually find out.

It turned out to be much more than Bella could have ever expected or imagined. She had to be in the public eye, yes with Rose and Jane but still there, and then taking front row to it. Her orders were not hers anymore, everyone had to hear Edward allow her to do something. That something was a challenge in which she did wonderfully. We will need EPOV to figure out why it was a gift, and honestly I didn't understand what she had to do. She did better than anyone expected, and that was in way because of James, who would have guessed? She couldn't explain how she was feeling about it, it seems.

Then the confrontation in the bathroom. She followed her orders, yes, she wasn't very nice or polite in her words but she didn't brake the rules. Then she was tested once more and in a much worse way. Caius was mean, rude, and so many other things. He wanted a reaction, one he didn't get. Then when trying to get Bella in trouble, it back-fired. Yes, he couldn't have known about Edward's orders. As for Jessica she was being a bad sport. She didn't get what she wanted, in stead she got herself and Mike in trouble it seems.

Bella had a lot of internal dialogue in this chapter. It is so important. She is seeing herself clearly. She is appreciating what this lifestyle and Edward have given her. Courage, self-esteem, self-love and appreciation. Things she once thought were forbidden for her. All this comes with a hefty price tag though, how exhausted she is now and probably once the feelings set in more, she will feel overwhelmed by them. I do hope Edward will be able to see all of this and help her.

It is as simple and complicated as saying that men and women think, act and handle things differently. That is the reason behind it, but not the solution. Bella needed to tell Edward and he needed to hear what had upset her. He was impressed, I think, with how Bella is handling his past. At times even better than he is. That's what made Aro laugh, seeing him juggling something so simple yet so complicated for Edward.

It was bad luck that Aro arrived when he did. Jane may not be allowed to intervine, but that doesn't mean she is doing wrong. I do hope she gets to tell Edward what she wanted. Jane's perspective, I belive, is really important and helpful for both of them.

So... the hosts will be "busy" for a bit... Their return will be more than interesting.... Can't wait for it, especially for what Emmett might be saying.

OH MY!!! Where to start??? yes lots was told in this chapter. I would like to start with stuff that matters most but my head is thinking in another path, so lets follow it. We now know how much money Bella has, and an idea of how much Edward has too. We know that not everyone thinks like Caius and that thankfully there are those in the community who are happy to see Bella and Edward together.

Also very important, even though Esme knows about her brother and son's lifestyles she doesn't agree with it. She even hopes that her boys will "change". As Edward said, it's not card trading. Still as a mother she has the right, a right no one else should have.

Edward is thinking about rings... That hold a huge meaning. It won't be something that will occur right away but he is thinking about it and Demetri is willing to help him.

Finally, I have to mention Seth and his "need" to mark his territory, he has Bella to think about, and he wants dogs to know too, she has him to look after her. ;)

Yes, it is easier to see Leah's side now. Not everyone will agree with her, but it can't be denied she loves Bella a lot and feels very guilty for not seeing things in the past. The regret she carries because of that will make her not trust anyone at first. Add to it the choices Bella and Edward make... it can't be easy for her. Lets hope that at least now she will give them both a chance. Something else that might help, although I can't be entirely right, is for Edward and her to really talk. 

Bella made the choice to keep James and what was going on a secret from her family and support group. Some might say it was not only stupid and dangerous but kind of silly and selfish. I would disagree, the way it was referred to her going to school in Forks shows how somehow she felt a bit of an outsider. That probably made her keep silent longer than she should and make choices she shouldn't have.

This is going to be an exahusring trip for everyone, not only Bella and Edward.
For so long now everyone was used to see a quiet, shy, serious Bella, now they are looking at a happily in love woman next to a man who adores her and is willing to prove it to anyone and everyone.
Bella's life in Forks was filled with everything having two sides, that was the way she could make it work back then. It took its toll on her. She was good at hiding it and everyone around her was good at not wanting to see it. However, it seems it's ti e for a face to face with truth, not what everyone made themselves believe then.
Edward is learning so much about Bella, it can't be easy. It also can't be easy not wanting to shout and probably hit some of yhe people there, which would be understandable. He has realized so much more in little over a day than they have in all these years. Like a said anexahisting trip.

I'm sorry, I know this is a HUGE chapter in meaning but the ending... it's priceless!!! And yes, Jacob has to be extremely jealous about it. Bella might have gotten in trouble for the sweatshirt and the shouting and the pulling of the shirt, if it had not been for the fact that it's because of Seth the dog. 

Bella needed Edward to be her master, the one in control, the one who matters, now more than ever. He proved to her, once again, he is.

I had a hectic week and even though I tried reading the chapter I simply couldn't. Now it doesn't seem to bad since I'll get to find out about Seth right away ;)

RL is really being too nosy lately. Sorry for the delay...

It was a very enlightening and interesting night for Edward. He got a very good idea of Bella's past and the people who were around her at the time. They all care for her, deeply, but caring for someone doesn't mean you won't hurt them unintentionally. That's what happened, that's how James got to be in Bella's life and turn it into a nightmare.

As for Bella and Jacob's unique bond, Edward sees it and understands it, but that doesn't mean he has to like it. It isn't easy when you see your loved one bonding with someone else in a way that doesn't happen with you. They will work with it, around it, through it, who knows in what way but it won't be a problem, it can't be.

The problem is who Bella is talking with right now...

As huge as Carlie's discovery was, I want to first talk about Jack. He was simply adorable, so funny, sweet and naive. I am impressed with Edward, he was able to hold the laughter for quite some time, not an easy task I am sure. And as for sending his son to ask THAT to his father, well, I hope you do share what Carlisle will say and think.

Back to Carlie, I am sure that kind of information is something no child wants to find out about her parents. But she is a wonderful girl and knew to keep it to herself. Then when something came up that could be a threat to her family she took action. She took a risk and got herself into things she didn't want to but family comes first. She is admirable.

I have one more question, did Bella and Rose had to go bail their men out?

Thanks for the chapter!!!! and fast update!!!!

Emmett really made an effort to push Edward on Bella's path, and the girls are doing the same with Bella. Neither of them had the guts to get moving, but appreciated the help.

It seems they more than enjoyed their day together and wouldn't mind spending more time with each other.

There is the parent/teacher aspect to consider, and of course Carlie. Although something tells me, she wouldn't mind too much.

Were Marta's intentions really good? Is she really looking out for Edward and Carlie? Or is he jealous and wanting to get her niece close to Edward? Part of her might be honest in her actions, but she over did it. She had no right to go and tell Bella the things she said, and how she said it. Yes, both of them need to be careful because of Carlie, but that wasn't the way. To make Bella doubt herself in such way. The conversation Edward and Marta will have won't be too pretty, I think.

It was a great day, Bella enjoyed her day thoroughly, which was great. She might not have gotten attention on the main day, but today... she will be getting plenty. 

As for her spending the night, Edward's plan and reasoning were great, and I was happy he told her about it as he did.

They are good together, really good, and now they have all of Sunday for themselves. 

Yep, plenty to talk about and deal with. And it's all coming at the same time!!! That has to be a lot to handle. Friday, Jacob leaves Friday, Carmen hopes to see them on Friday, will they? I am certain Jacob will be returning to Washington without hearing from Bella at all.

It was a surprise to Bella and Esme to see Carmen there. I don't think Esme will leave things without speaking her peace, that should be interesting.

So Carmen did have an agenda under her sleeve, she wasn't too clever in keeping it there. Edward tried to hold his ground and while doing it, realized a lot of things. One very important, he is the one to make the calls on how he conducts his life and the lives of his loved ones. The key word being loved. He loves Bella, she loves him, he doesn't need to prove things to himself or her. Sadly Carmen wants to fight and she isn't fighting clean. She is hurting all around and herself. There will have to be lots of damage control after this.

People at the party were mostly nice. They surprised Edward and Bella by being accepting, the ones that found out. It was a great evening, add to it Martha being nice too and willing to come back and help, yep, good night.

Even better when they went to bed. Edward is really pushing to try new things with Bella. She might be a bit hesitant at times, but she is going along, and enjoying it.

So, she is really moving, it's going to be a huge change. They will all need to work as a team and make a big effort so things will go smooth. There's also the fact that the school still can't know about it.

Then there's Florida and Renee. Will Bella finally make the call?

I think this was a very important and key chapter for them. Mixing lives and homes isn't an easy task. And as fast as it happened to Edward, one can get over comfortable while the other takes a bigger load, if it's not timely noticed, like here, things can turn ugly faster than they turned nice.

A living arrangement has to include responsibilities, chores, privileges and plenty of other things. If none of this is set and talked.... Well, I think I've said enough. I am just really happy they are being able to work all these things out.

There's still plenty more to take care of, plus plenty of surprises along the way, but they will make it through, one step at a time...

Things went really, really wrong for Thanksgiving. Bella's actions might not have been correct entirely but they are completely understandable. She had a very good idea of what might happen, and sadly she was right. Edward was more than shocked with what happened. He simply could not believe a mother could act that way.

He reacted quickly and took his girls to a much nicer place. Things were getting better, but something that sadly can happen with kids happen to Edward, Carlisle and Carlie. It was a huge scare, yes, she might not have realized what happen and could have happened. 

Then, to finish the chapter, Bella simply became mama bear and risked a lot to keep Carlie in school. It was a surprise Jessica wasn't expecting and neither was Mrs. Cope. Bella knows she is in trouble, but  Carlie is much more important. Thankfully Edward just arrived. It will be an interesting conversation, to say the least.

Sorry to hear about your arm!!!! Hope it gets better soon, and don't worry about the mistakes;) I honestly didn't see any.

Wow, Esme is such a clever woman, she is a mastermind at manipulation. No wonder Edward is so good, he learned from the best. She has done an amazing job so far helping Edward. Then with what she heard while she took a nap at the spa. Edward's dreams can come true and be even more than he imagined. 

It will take work, something I am sure he doesn't mind. As for Rose and Emmett, is great to find out she is going to forgive him, after sometime of course. And Jasper, he is smitten and happy about it.!!!!!!

You left it even cliffhanging than last one!!!! But at a very interesting moment. The hearing is going okay, things for Bella don't look to bad. The evidence against her hasn't been much or too strong, so far, we'll have to wait and see what Heidi has to say.

As for the lock-in, it was a good idea, nothing to get them out of track or unable to just focus on each other. Carlisle telling Edward about what happened to him and Esme was very good. How much did Bella get to know about that? I think knowing that would be good for her too. Life isn't always easy, there are times we all snap and end up saying and doing things will regret. The important thing is to be able to move on after.

We still don't know much of how the Jessica issue is going, I guess Edward wanted Bella to just focus on her hearing for now. Hopefully it will be okay so that they can work on the next huge hurdle that's waiting for them.

The proposal was great!!! Just as as it should be, Carlie was amazing, and had to be part of it.

As for Emmett and Rose, yes it can't be the best feeling to find out Bella and Edward are engaged, but as Rose said, they should be happy for them and deal with their stuff another time. I do guess Emmett's night won't be too pleasant, who knows what Rose and Carlie can come up with...

We also got more information on Edward's past, something I hadn't thought about. Will he be sharing more about it with Bella?

About Edward asking Bella about her mom, if Bella doesn't want her there... it's a tough situation, I guess giving it time might help them come up with an idea or leave things as they are...

Happy New Year!!!