What to say?  What to say?

Anyway, I guess I could start off with the basics.  I'm a mid-thirty-something year old, stay at home, mother of three.  My oldest daughter is eighteen, and heading off to College in September.  My only son, he's seventeen, and will be starting his senior year in high school, and my last, but of course youngest daughter, she's eleven, and will be starting grade six come the fall.

I've been with my boyfriend, yes boyfriend, for nineteen years.  Why aren't we married?  Because marriage scares the shit out of me.  I kid you not.  He's asked repeatedly, and I'm so grateful that he hasn't left my sorry ass for turning him down.  But I KNOW, that if I were to accept, come the day of the wedding, I would be a run-away bride.  Believe me... it's better this way for all of us.

Crap... I've been a fan of Twilight from... I believe... just before the first movie came out.  I had people telling me about the series, but, for some reason, I never picked up the book.  That was, until all the hoopla started, and curiosity became the best of me.  After much debate, I finally broke down and bought the first book.  I fell in love with the damn story, and had to hurry out and buy the rest of the series.  From there, I read, and reread the books repeatedly.  Then, I found fan fiction.

Since that time, well, I've become an obsessive freak.  I gave up television altogether, only because the stories were more interesting that what was being playing on the screen. 

Then... during one of my reviews for a story that was owning my ass at that moment, I developed a friendship with our very own les16, also known as Erin.  Let me tell you.  I was floored when she replied back with her email address attached to her reply, more or less, cementing our friendship.  Since then, she talked me into writing.

I have one story that is being posted as you all know, which is Permanent.  What you probably don't know, is that what Charlie went through in the story, happened to my mom.  That part of the story is and will always be very close to my heart.

I know I have to finish it, and I will.  It's just very disheartening with all the shit happening over at fanfiction.net.  I see stories being taking down at an alarming rate, and for a crap reason.  I know I myself, have violated their so called terms of agreement, but come on!!!

Anyway, after a lot of thought, I decided to post my story on this site as well.  I'm not well known over on fan fiction, so I'm not too worried about being flagged, but the next chapter I'm working on is a lemon chapter.  My very first lemon.  I'm nervous, and constantly second guessing myself when it comes to it.

Anyway... I've rambled enough.  I hope you enjoy what I post, and who knows... if shit don't straighten up, I'll be making a permanent home, here.

Until then...

Jennifer