AU. Bonnie lost most of her family as a child and was adopted by an abusive couple. Years later, things have only gotten worse for her. No one knows her secret. Will she get away before it's too late? Can the Salvatores see through her pain? Bonnie/Damon/Stefan, Bonnie/Elijah/Damon Definite love triangles. Love triangle-centric. *Don't like, don't read.* Trigger warnings.

Part of me feels like I deserve this. I've never been a good son. Physical intimacy became the only way I could deal my father hitting me. Now that Vicki is gone, I don't have an excuse to hate Jeremy. I don't deserve him.. but I love him.    

Bonnie is possessed by Emily, and attacked by Damon. She wants to know: why. She finds out what Elena has been hiding. But, what is Damon hiding? Bamon.

Stefan came to Mystic Falls looking for Elena. She died before he could know her. He clings to a hopeless mission to find out who she was. Caroline doesn't know how to continue with life after the loss of her friend. She fascinates him. She needs someone.

Staroline.    

Damon loved her and lost her. Katherine played him. Bonnie has no one to tell her problems to. The connections feel empty. Will Damon stumble onto something or someone on his path for revenge? Bamon.

It was a normal Saturday for Bonnie Bennett. She had a feeling about him, that something bad might happen. She never imagined this would happen. If she can't save herself, who will? Bamon.

Damon wakes Bonnie from a vivid dream... That isn't the only thing that Damon walks in on. (Bamon)