Penname: ToAshes [Contact] Real name: Tash
Member Since: 21 Jan 2013
Membership status: Member
Bio:

So I'm 21 and currently preparing to apply to Med school, and I love twilight. I was desperately wandering around a waterstones bookstore, in a vain attempt to find a book that would entertain me while I was recovering from a severe car accident, and banned from doing any sports over the summer, when I saw a book with a pretty carnation on the front, promptly found the previous book in the series, and was hooked (like an addict to heroin). I will admit that, I often consider some fanfic's out there to be better, than Meyer. 


Other fandom's I like are Harry Potter( draco/hermione )and Dark Angel ( Max/Alec)


Oh and I'm am definitely Canon, for twilight. 


favorite characters? Probably Rose, Charlie, and Jasper. 


 


 


Beta-reader: No
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Reviews by ToAshes
Was Every by jol27 Rated: NC-17 starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 101]
Summary: Past Featured Story

Was Every Banner


 

Was every smile I gave him a lie?

 

Was every look a lie?

 

My name is Bella Swan and I have a secret. For 25 years I have been in love with my best friend.

 

When Edward returns home he also has a secret that will change their lives, "guys, I'm getting married!"

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Categories: Twilight, Canon Pairings, All Human
Characters: Bella/Edward
Genre: None
Language: None
TWCS Romance Contest: None
Series: G8or Favor8s Read
Chapters: 20 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 84116 Read Count: 23605
[Report This] Published: 01 Mar 2010 Updated: 10 Jun 2010
Reviewer: ToAshes Signed
Date: 18 May 2014 Title: Chapter 20: Chapter 20

What a beautiful and heartfelt story. I was there with both Edward and Bella. I loved that you kept to bella leaving. Often writer's get her to stay, I think giving Bella some.time to grow, away from edward was definitely best, and gives Edward time to consider the consequences of his actions, which I always felt is rarely focused on.



Author's Response:

Thanks for taking the time to review :)

Its great that you understood the reasons why I made Bella go and let her and Edward rebuild from there.

Thanks again

 

Hope Springs by justginger Rated: NC-17 starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 1106]
Summary: Past Featured Story

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"Where would you go if you are trying to start a new life but you had nowhere to go and no one to care?  Bella Swan has been alone for most of her life, she is young and she is scared, but now she has another life to protect.  She is heading for a new country - a new life and then she ends up in HOPE SPRINGS.  Her life intertwines with all the eccentric characters in this little piece of heaven in Vermont and just like that - she will never be the same.  She meets the Sherriff, the truck driver, the semi-retired doctor, the lawyer, the farmer, and the new best friends, but it is the new young doctor in town that turns her life upside down.  Is he as stuck up as he seems or does he have a wild side?  Is Bella as tough and as jaded as she seems?  Will she run, or will she allow the people in this town to teach her to hope, to dream, and to love?"

NEW BANNER BY YSAR!! (ISN'T IT AWESOME??)

HOPE SPRINGS

 


Categories: Canon Pairings, Twilight
Characters: Bella/Edward
Genre: Drama, Humor, Romance
Language: English
TWCS Romance Contest: None
Series: Ageise02's Read Stories, To Read, To Read (Geddy), Kuu Faves, Stories I've Already read, Lilyellacullens want to read list!, J's Read and Loved Stories, My favs past present and future , Read
Chapters: 40 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 432038 Read Count: 210692
[Report This] Published: 17 Dec 2011 Updated: 24 Dec 2012
Reviewer: ToAshes Signed
Date: 06 Oct 2016 Title: Chapter 40: Chapter 40 - Epilogue - Never Goodbye...

No matters how many times I read this story, I still love it even years later! 

You Came Too Early by Elliania Rated: NC-17 starstarstarstarhalf-star [Reviews - 520]
Summary: Past Featured Story

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Edward and Bella married too young and for all the wrong reasons, so no one acted surprised when their marriage crumbled down. Two kids and five years later, events force them to live under the same roof for a while. Will they realize what they lost?

AH. Older, divorced E/B. Daddyward. Angst. HEA.

NC-17 - for language and sweet lemons.

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Categories: Twilight, Canon Pairings, All Human
Characters: Bella/Edward
Genre: Family, Romance
Language: English
TWCS Romance Contest: None
Series: Stories I've Already read
Chapters: 32 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 193638 Read Count: 101823
[Report This] Published: 08 Jun 2012 Updated: 11 Feb 2016
Reviewer: ToAshes Signed
Date: 29 Sep 2014 Title: Chapter 1: Prologue

Wonderful story! And especially considering that English isn't your first language, since you write better than a lot of native English speakers!

Summary: Past Featured Story

F.B.I agents Edward Cullen and Emmett McCarty rely on psychologist Bella Swan to help them solve their most complicated cases. But when a new case exposes the secret that Bella has kept hidden, can Edward save her before it is too late?


Categories: Canon Pairings, Twilight, All Human
Characters: Bella/Edward
Genre: Drama
Language: English
TWCS Romance Contest: None
Series: I Whitlock's read
Chapters: 32 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 210315 Read Count: 87073
[Report This] Published: 20 Apr 2013 Updated: 03 Sep 2014
Reviewer: ToAshes Signed
Date: 05 Sep 2014 Title: Chapter 32: Outtake: Operation D.I.A.

Amazing story, read it all in one sitting. Your a fantastic writer and build suspense brilliantly.



Author's Response:

Wow!  Thank you so much!  I am glad that you enjoyed it.  I had fun trying to build it up, so it is always great to hear that it came across the the reader.  Have a great week. :)

Summary: Past Featured Story

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Somewhere in life I took a wrong turn and never found my way back. For me there were no second chances, there were no redos...or at least that's what I thought, until I met a girl on a bus who looked just like me...just a little richer. 

Contains Daddyward/Doctorward

Title Change! Once called My Redo Life

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Categories: Twilight, Canon Pairings
Characters: Bella/Edward
Genre: Drama, Family, Friendship, Romance, Supernatural
Language: English
TWCS Romance Contest: None
Series: Read & Enjoyed
Chapters: 7 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 24485 Read Count: 22933
[Report This] Published: 05 Sep 2013 Updated: 04 Jun 2014
Reviewer: ToAshes Signed
Date: 13 Oct 2013 Title: Chapter 1: Isadora Meet Isabella

this is amazing, I can't wait till your next update. amazing take on normal e and b stories, and good luck with your book launch!

Reviewer: ToAshes Signed
Date: 09 Jun 2014 Title: Chapter 7: Chapter 7

I am literally over the moon that you've updated this story, it is amazing!!! I love it. Such an unique take on the characters. Can't wait till you update again.

Summary:

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I should've listened to my wife, now I'm paying the price. She's really mad.


Categories: Twilight, Canon Pairings, All Human
Characters: Bella/Edward
Genre: Family, Humor
Language: English
TWCS Romance Contest: None
Series: Stories I've Already read
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 9022 Read Count: 2389
[Report This] Published: 01 Dec 2013 Updated: 01 Dec 2013
Reviewer: ToAshes Signed
Date: 24 May 2014 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1

So funny, it's brilliant. 

Summary:

 

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Banner made by Eva

War has ripped the world apart. Bella is living in one of the few cities left. Life is cruel, food is scarce, and a few people hold all the power, but all is not as it seems.


Categories: Twilight, Canon Pairings
Characters: Bella/Edward
Genre: Adventure, Drama, Romance
Language: English
TWCS Romance Contest: None
Series: None
Chapters: 4 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 11544 Read Count: 13251
[Report This] Published: 06 Mar 2014 Updated: 02 Mar 2016
Reviewer: ToAshes Signed
Date: 29 Jul 2014 Title: Jurisdiction

Love this! Very 1984 style society, will be interested to see where you take this!! I eagerly await the next instalment.



Author's Response:

Thanks for the review. The next chapter is with my beta, hopefully it will be back soon. x x

Summary:

This is a collection of short stories based on a picture or series of pictures. It doesn't have to be read in order. Find a chapter you like and enjoy.  It includes some non consentual sex and some aspects of horror. This is heavy BDSM. Please don't read if it isn't your thing. 18 and up please.


Categories: Original Fiction
Characters: None
Genre: Erotica
Language: English
TWCS Romance Contest: None
Series: None
Chapters: 7 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 5000 Read Count: 45802
[Report This] Published: 23 Mar 2014 Updated: 22 Sep 2014
Reviewer: ToAshes Signed
Date: 15 Sep 2014 Title: Chapter 1: A Master's Training

May want to adapt description to include non-consensual and horror. 



Author's Response:

thank you

Summary: Past Featured Story

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Bella has been blessed with the finer things in life. She has always been focused on what she has and never understanding that money doesn't buy you everything. It will take one stupid bet and a homeless man to teach her what really is important in life. Can Edward get through to snobby Bella Swan and show her what she has been missing? AH HEA Mature.


Categories: Twilight, Canon Pairings, All Human
Characters: Bella/Edward
Genre: Drama, Humor, Romance
Language: English
TWCS Romance Contest: None
Series: None
Chapters: 26 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 113417 Read Count: 55623
[Report This] Published: 10 May 2014 Updated: 08 Sep 2014
Reviewer: ToAshes Signed
Date: 27 Aug 2014 Title: Chapter 25: Chapter 25

I have been looking forward to this update for a while. Brilliant as always can't wait for more.

Reviewer: ToAshes Signed
Date: 31 Jul 2014 Title: Chapter 21: Chapter 21

This was brilliant! I'm so sad for Bella though, trying to have a tough shell and not seeing people as they truly are. I'll be interested to see how Edward manages to come back from this one, of at all.

Reviewer: ToAshes Signed
Date: 11 Aug 2014 Title: Chapter 23: Chapter 23

Epic!! Very sad about the death of her grandfather, but maybe this will help give her some perspective. What a twist about her father!!! Look forward to the next update!

Summary:

HAYLEY MCALLISTER is the fiercely determined and focused successor to her Father’s international company. With a pair of unusual green eyes and a usually reserved and somewhat cold outlook on life, which had earned her the nick name the ‘Ice Queen’, she had vowed to never let any man turn her into a ‘love-sick-school-girl’, until the day the dark and devastatingly sexy SHAY MARASCHINO steps into her world, shattering the ice and taking her sanity and half of her company, with her Father’s blessing.  

 

Determined to get rid of the man she sees as a threat and an outsider, she loses herself in his fiery eyes and delicious body instead, letting him take her to heights she had never known possible and showing her a world she could never have imagined.

 

Until proof of the ultimate betrayal lands on her desk and her reaction causes a chain of events and a lifelong shocking secret to be revealed that turns her entire world upside down.


Categories: Original Fiction
Characters: None
Genre: Romance
Language: English
TWCS Romance Contest: None
Series: Unexpected Series
Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 4658 Read Count: 404
[Report This] Published: 27 May 2014 Updated: 19 Jun 2014
Reviewer: ToAshes Signed
Date: 29 May 2014 Title: Unexpected Partners - Book 1

This looks like an intriguing beginning, hope I can look forward to quick and regular updates, I never have been very patient! Her character is interesting, I really hope it isn't Shay that betrays her, I don't think she could realistically recover from that considering her prior opinion of love and men. regardless, I have thoroughly enjoyed what I have read so far.



Author's Response:

wow! thank you for the positive feedback - will be updating with a few more chapters by hte weekend. the story is finished, but i'm a chronic editor and cant seem to stop re-writing, but i will post and you can let me know if its perfect :)

Reviewer: ToAshes Signed
Date: 29 Jul 2014 Title: Chapter 2: Chapter 2

Did you edit this? It certainly seems to reads more smoothly. We're did the rest go? If you've decided to edit the plot slightly sounds good to me, but could you say that you're doing so? Please. Thanks.

Summary: Past Featured Story

banner by FemmeCullen

 

Summary: Edward’s grandfather’s business has been closed because of his investment partner died and his daughter, who he calls the viper, wants more than just money to reopen. The viper makes life hard for the Cullens when Edward refuses her ‘offer.’ When an angry Edward meets another poor little rich girl that needs some tutoring, will she be the one to teach him a thing or two?

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Categories: Twilight, Canon Pairings, All Human
Characters: Bella/Edward
Genre: Drama, Romance
Language: English
TWCS Romance Contest: None
Series: Lady Luciole's Favorites TwiHu, Stories I've Already read
Chapters: 20 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 69931 Read Count: 81410
[Report This] Published: 20 Jul 2014 Updated: 25 Aug 2014
Reviewer: ToAshes Signed
Date: 07 Aug 2014 Title: Chapter 10: Chapter 10

I have thoroughly enjoyed the story so far! Looking forward to what happens next. 

Claiming by Lilith Blood Rated: NC-17 starstarstarstarhalf-star [Reviews - 66]
Summary:

She could love me. She could even hate me. She could loathe my guts but she was not allowed to forget me. Love and hate, both can pave the path to obsession, especially when the thin line that separates them begins to blur. Warning: Dark!


Categories: Fifty Shades Trilogy
Characters: Anastasia Steele/Christian Grey
Genre: Drama
Language: English
TWCS Romance Contest: Risqué
Series: None
Chapters: 43 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 122715 Read Count: 43158
[Report This] Published: 07 Aug 2014 Updated: 14 Jan 2017
Reviewer: ToAshes Signed
Date: 08 Aug 2014 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1

Interesting start, hopefully your story will lack the dreaded inner goddess reference's. Miss Steele so far is quite funny. We'll see what Mr grey has yet to offer.

Reviewer: ToAshes Signed
Date: 11 Aug 2014 Title: Chapter 9: Chapter 9

I am definitely happy with this development although I much prefer Grey's point of view rather than Anastasia. Regardless thanks for a quick update. Look forward to reading more.

Reviewer: ToAshes Signed
Date: 12 Aug 2014 Title: Chapter 11: Chapter 11

I agree you made the summary explicitly clear, I will be continuing to read this story, I found Grey's thought's regarding his actions to be interesting giving both sides of the story.

Reviewer: ToAshes Signed
Date: 14 Aug 2014 Title: Chapter 16: Chapter 16

Lol, after an incredibly bad day, this made me laugh!!! 'oh now you remember' well done!!!

Summary: Past Featured Story

Aysy (Bella) and The Moon    

While sulking in his "woe is me" attitude concerning his lack of a love life, Edward ends up waking a centuries old wolf (Bella) from slumber who has no memory of her past life; the only thing she knows is Edward is hers. Looks like some legends are more than what they seem.

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Categories: Twilight, Canon Pairings
Characters: Bella/Edward
Genre: Supernatural
Language: English
TWCS Romance Contest: Supernatural
Series: None
Chapters: 35 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 101749 Read Count: 20037
[Report This] Published: 04 Sep 2014 Updated: 07 Nov 2015
Reviewer: ToAshes Signed
Date: 05 Sep 2014 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1-Prologue

The start is so sad!! Really good, but sad, please update quickly! I always like stories where Bella is able to phase.



Author's Response:

I know it is sad, I felt bad too. And thank you soooo much for the lovely review, you guys made my day.

Why I love him by Sexything2 Rated: NC-17 starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 9]
Summary:

 

 

 

 

 

 

Bella and Edward have been happily married for ten years now. What happen in they're marriage that would make Edward sleep with Tanya. What will Bella do when she find out she pregnant?    

only 21 and older

 

 


Categories: Canon Pairings, Twilight
Characters: Bella/Edward
Genre: Drama
Language: English
TWCS Romance Contest: Happily Ever After
Series: None
Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 2473 Read Count: 3733
[Report This] Published: 07 Sep 2014 Updated: 08 Sep 2014
Reviewer: ToAshes Signed
Date: 08 Sep 2014 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1

I don't quite understand how a story like this can have a happy ending which does not consist of a castrated Edward and dead Tanya ( I particularly hate Tanya in nearly all fic's) if Bella is pregnant then bringing a child up in that environment is not good for a child. I however will keep reading, because curiosity killed the cat and I will want to know the ending. I would suggest getting a beta, because you're not writing in the correct tense and a few words are missing, confused at times between events in the past and present. I also would be interested to know if the story is already written as implied, in which case how often do you intend to update? That being said, I am intrigued as to how this will work out, will Edward wise up, will Bella leave him? Will Bella get her own back on Edward with Jacob? Because claiming you love your wife whilst cheating on her but then being exceedingly jealous when she works with an old flame and then telling her he doesn't love her? I not sure how this will fall out, with all parties in tact.( obviously not including Tanya because she doesn't really matter, preferably she will not be able intact at the end of this, literally!)

Summary: Feature

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Going on horrible dates was something that Bella always did well at. Nothing made her happier then to see the back of a man as he fled to get away from her. She was having so much fun until she ended up on a date with the most chauvinistic man in New York. How could one date have gone so wrong? Now her little tricks maybe the reason she is forced to stay with a man she loathes.    

THANK YOU TO IPSITA CHAUDHURI FOR HER AMAZING BANNER!

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Categories: Twilight, Canon Pairings
Characters: Bella/Edward
Genre: Drama, Humor, Romance
Language: English
TWCS Romance Contest: Happily Ever After
Series: Stories I've Already read, Read & Enjoyed
Chapters: 21 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 81908 Read Count: 34547
[Report This] Published: 11 Sep 2014 Updated: 19 Dec 2018
Reviewer: ToAshes Signed
Date: 16 Sep 2014 Title: Chapter 2: Chapter 2

This is BRILLIANT! So funny, please update soon!

Reviewer: ToAshes Signed
Date: 20 Sep 2014 Title: Chapter 3: Chapter 3

Loving the twist!!

Burn Notice by ifyouweremine Rated: NC-17 starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 34]
Summary: Past Featured Story

The last days of summer. Two weeks of freedom. One lie. What could possibly go wrong? BxE, canon couples, AH-OOC. M-RATING for lemons

 

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Categories: Twilight, Canon Pairings
Characters: Bella/Edward
Genre: Drama, Romance
Language: None
TWCS Romance Contest: None
Series: None
Chapters: 17 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 25364 Read Count: 13252
[Report This] Published: 15 Sep 2014 Updated: 07 Sep 2015
Reviewer: ToAshes Signed
Date: 24 Sep 2014 Title: Chapter 10: Chapter 10

Yes, Yes, YES! BRILLIANT, ASTOUNDING .....definitely grabbed my interest!!! 

Shared by sabrina-swan Rated: NC-17 [Reviews - 1]
Summary:

Clary is shared by Jace and Sebastian/Jonathon. Threesome. PWP. Coarse language. Dubious consent.


Categories: Mortal Instruments
Characters: Clary/Jace
Genre: Erotica
Language: English
TWCS Romance Contest: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 933 Read Count: 848
[Report This] Published: 11 Dec 2014 Updated: 11 Dec 2014
Reviewer: ToAshes Signed
Date: 26 May 2015 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1

so this is pretty dark, but I can't help but love it. :-) I hope to see more work like this from you, sometimes fluff is boring.

Summary: Past Featured Story

stories/113273/images/Grace Trilogy(1).jpgDevastated by the accident that took his memory of her, Olivia tries to pick up the pieces and build a new life without Xander.  But her heart refuses to give up hope that someday they'll find each other once more.

Xander is told he opened his steely heart and fell in love, but all remembrance of her, and the life he led before his accident elude him.  As memories surface, images of a dark haired beauty haunt him.  Will he find her again, and reclaim the life he's lost?

 

FS


Categories: Erotica, Romance
Characters: None
Genre: Romance
Language: English
TWCS Romance Contest: None
Series: None
Chapters: 77 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 303810 Read Count: 20986
[Report This] Published: 20 Jan 2015 Updated: 04 Apr 2015
Reviewer: ToAshes Signed
Date: 22 Jan 2015 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1

I thoroughly enjoyed saving Grace, and am eagerly following the sequel. I appreciate being able to follow both Xander and Grace, throughout their struggle. 

Summary: Past Featured Story

A Dominant & A Gentleman

Growing up with a father in the military was hard on Bella. She made a promise to herself that she would never date or fall for a Marine like her father. That is until she runs into a pair of identical twins that have her reconsidering her rule.

Anthony is shy, extremely polite, and a true gentleman.

Edward appears to be in control and exudes confidence, and has a very dark side.

Will she take the risk or walk away?



A special thank you to Chandrakanta for creating the awesome banner for this story.

And a heartfelt thank you with undying gratitude to my awesome beta LostInPa who has helped with this story from the very first chapter.

I ♥ you hard!

fs


Categories: Twilight, Non-Canon Pairings, All Human
Characters: Bella/Edward/OC
Genre: Erotica
Language: English
TWCS Romance Contest: None
Series: None
Chapters: 29 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 134473 Read Count: 86924
[Report This] Published: 05 Mar 2015 Updated: 01 May 2016
Reviewer: ToAshes Signed
Date: 06 Mar 2015 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1 Shit Hot

I've missed you and your stores so much. Glad to see you back. Hope you are doing better.

Summary:

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It's always been said that they're three sides to every story- yours, mine and the truth. With all the forbidden sex, manipulation, lies, secrets, deceit, twists an turns around every corner, finding the truth proves to be quite a difficult task. Backstabbing and deception become commonplace... Warning: super lemons.


Categories: Twilight, Canon Pairings
Characters: Bella/Edward, Emmett/Rose, Jasper/Alice
Genre: Drama, Mystery, Romance, Suspense/Thriller
Language: English
TWCS Romance Contest: None
Series: None
Chapters: 14 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 68959 Read Count: 17347
[Report This] Published: 07 Aug 2015 Updated: 14 Jun 2016
Reviewer: ToAshes Signed
Date: 26 Feb 2016 Title: Chapter 13: Unexpected Circumstances

Really excited for the upcoming chapters