Bella should not be angry. He was having fun and she was there and could have stopped him. She knows how to distracted him. She can't play victim anymore.

The wedding was beautiful. They are now an official family. Bella needs to understand that you can play and only be D/s in the bedroom. Many couples do this once they have children. The strict way does not really work in a normal family setting. They just need to talk. Edward enjoyed their playtime and did not freak out when she took over playtime. It really is all about enjoying each other fully.

Carlie was spoiled by the whole family. She was everyones little darling. Now she is going to have to share the spotlight with all the babies that will be coming in the next years. The good news is that she will not mind because as she nears the teenage years she will want more freedom to go off with her friends. It works out. She will be fine. She gets to spoil the little ones when she wants to and gets to hand them back to go out with her friends.

I am so glad that Carlie was not really envolved with that creep. Edward would never forgive himself if she was. She could deal with her parents being a little kinky better than him dealling with her being a sub to Cauis. I loved the talk Edward had with his son. As a mother of a 13 year old boy I am right there with him. But my son asks me all the questions. He saids he would rather ask me because I am a woman and know what a woman likes plus I work in the medical field. He thinks I'm smarter than his dad and I won't lie or make fun of him.It is hard not to laugh and accept them growing up. It was easier with my daughter.

Bella could help Edward do a lot of good with that money. She could help a lot of kids go to college that never would get the opportunity. Bella is smart. She will see why he took the money. He just has to present is correctly.

Bella was stupid to be upset with Edward in the first place. Nothing happened with the TA. He stopped it from happening. Bella was ignoring her husband. If she  was paying attention, she would have known his TA was female. She would have been at his school events. She would have gotten the dry cleaning etc. A kiss should not break up a marriage. It was like Bella was looking for an excuse. Bella has always been a runner and she took it again. I am glad that Edwards family got them back together. It is too bad it messed up their daughter's wedding.

I can't wait for Bella to find out the truth about her so called friend Jacob Black.

I think it is more that it was another weakness he had. It was another way someone could hurt him. This is the reason he didn't want a baby at this time. His world was not stable.

Author's Response:

You got that right...down to a T. 

Edward needs to get all the facts and tell Bella. He does not want her mad at him again. Bella needs to take care of Emmett and Rosalie right now. They need her.

Bella is going to want to go to France, so is Alice. She will want to go shopping. The boys better try and sneak off in the middle of the night.

Bella needs to realize a lot of men freak out about having the first baby. Maybe not as much as Edward did in this story, but it is common. It is the ultimate sign that you have to grow up and be an adult. They also had not been talking about children, so he wasn't prepared at all. It is in most women's nature to be a parent. We can turn on the mom gene very easy. It takes a little longer in men. They have to see a heartbeat or feel the baby move. Some sign that the baby is real is what it takes to turn on the parent gene. I see it often  in my ultrasound career.

I think Bella blew it out of proportion at the very beginning of the conversation. Then the fight just went crazy and they both said things they didn't mean. Bella is over sensitive right now. She should just stop working and spend time with her kids. It is what she really wants to do. Work will always be there when the kids are gone. Edward should not have gotten so angry, but Bella should not have attacked him.

I wonder why Debbie was so anxious to loose her virginity. EJ seem to be a great lover yet she almost wanted it to be clinical until he took over. She could have had a better experience if she would have let him use his experience to start with. She seems ok with the outcome, but it sure started out weird. Luckily EJ made it a little better before they ran out of time.

I feel bad for CC, but he made this relationship with Edward. He wanted to be a loner and not talk. He wanted not to be trusted by lying. I hope they work this out and they both need to change their ways. They are alike in many ways and could be close.

Go Carlisle. I guess the gun turned on Esme. It must have been a power rush.

These two are so sexually frustrated it is funny. I can't believe Natialie would go on a date without being fully shaved. That is just nasty. I go shopping without my legs shaved, so you know that everything is shaved for a date.

I knew that Roni was Jakes daughter. I also knew that we were going to see the end of EJ and Roni real soon. I like EJ, but he needs a happy medium between the male whore and too serious for high school. It wouldn't hurt him to give his dick a little rest and just learn a little more about EJ.

Edward and Bella better watch out for Alex and AJ. If they are having phone sex, which by the way is a  federal offense, they will be doing more soon. They should not be left alone in his or her bedroom.

Bella went crazy over this party. I think she is having a hard time dealing with Michael growing up. He is her last baby. He is growing up fast with teenagers as siblings. Look at him already kissing girls.

I think they misnamed the older boys. CC is Edward's payback kid. He looks and acts just like him. He should be Edward Junior. He is in most ways.

I never liked Natalie. She should have been on the shot if she could not be responsible enough to take the pill. I am with Edward in that CC has to get his education. CC is my favorite of the kids.

You can continue to write about this family and I will always read them.  I love them. I was so excited to see another chapter. I don't understand how Alex got the short end of the selfesteem in the family. She is the only girls and was doted on by just about everyone. The boys sure did not lack in any confidence or self image issues. Alex looks like Bella, who everyone thinks is gorgeous. Alex is complaning about being a size ten. Bella and Edward need to get her into therapy if her self image is that bad. I hope this Dan works out to be the one, but Alex has to love herself first.

I guess they will always be the babies and get treated that way. I can imagine how enbaressed Edward was with the balloons on the subway and walking down the streets on New York. Poor Bella has her turn in a couple of days.

I gree with them they are 29. They should start a family soon. It is not like they need to get use to being together. They have been together most of their lives. It is time to enjoy living it now.

I hope that since the court part is over with that Edward and Bella can do the final healing. Bella did a big step by talking to his wife. It was a good thing that they did not have children. Maybe she can start a new life. That would be his ultimate punishment to loose his wife since he almost caused Edward to loose his love.

I hope Bella and Edward find peace soon.

That was a short and sweet wedding.

Author's Response:

Thank you :)

That girl is pregnant. The tender boobs is the first clue.

I hope they will be able to stay living together for awhile. They will miss each other. But  I think it was funny how the moms reacted.

I can't believe Charlie died. I hope Bella is strong enough to survive this. She was just getting back to normal. I don't know if her boys and sisters will be enough this time.

I have been there twice. It is the worse feeling. I kept trying. The month after my 2nd misscarriage I got pregnant with my daughter who in now 15. It all happens in God's time. not ours. Bella will make it through. She just needs to heal mentally and have faith in herself and Edward.

I am so glad that Renee finally remembered that she had a daughter. I know she was grieving, but Bella had 2 losses and Renee is suppose to be the parent.

I think they did amazingly well on their first holiday without Charlie. Bella is getting stronger. She will be fine.

They need to talk it out and probably go to therapy. They have been through a lot. Edward is right . Everyone was worried about Bella. They forgot about what he went through as well. Bella has been throwing herself a pity party for way too long.

I actually think it is time they get their own place. They have been living the dorm life for too long. They need to learn to depend on each other first. Now they have their sisters or brothers to back them up. It is time to grow up.

Ok these are adult people. Most adult married couples do not live together. I think Carlisle needs to sit down with his children and explain this to them. They will still see each other at work. They might even look forward to seeing each other. Once this pow wow is finished. Carlisle needs to sit his wife down and ask her what kind of doctor blames the patient for having a blighted ovum. This is not a typical miscarriage. It is when a fertilized egg attaches to the wall of the uterus, but an embryo fails to form. There was never really a baby passed a few cell stages. No one can control this but God. Esme should know this. I perform ultrsound and I know this. Esme needs to do some big groveling to her children.

Bella needs some serious therapy, but I think they could use some some family counciling to talk about all of these feelings. They are all carring around s lot of baggage from years past. Rosalie and Alice have their own issues. Esme needs to just grovel because she was just wrong.

I am glad that they finally sat down and talked. This lasted fight was lasting too long. Bella was getting too depressed. She still needs help. She lets everything effect her health too much. I don't know how she is maintaining her work schedule with her not eating or sleeping. I hope this will impove after todays talks.

I love this chapte. It brought back a great memory. I had 2 miscarriages and was pregnant again. I was nervous and scared. Then  I had a dream where my Gramma Leona came to me and said to relax and enjoy this pregnancy. She said I was going to have a girl and her name is going to be Makayla Leona. I was only 6 weeks pregnant at the time. I woke up my husband and told him. He just hugged me and said well I am glad that is settled. That child is know almost 16 years old and is of course named Makayla Leona. She has my Gramma's crooked smile and sense of humor. Everyone in the family knows her story.

Some people will never understand the Dom/sub relationship. You will never be able to explain the deep seated dedication and love they share. Most people are to independent to love their spouse this way. A D/s relationship, especially one that is also a couple situation as well, takes a lot of energy and work.

I think I am going to have to get a book to know what some of this stuff is or at least what they do and how people react to the act. Some I can't understand why someone would want it done to them. I think your limits made sense. I think mine would be similiar.

I think Bella is harder on herself than Edward would ever be.

It would be very tiring holding in all your own feelings, wants and desires. Jane is a very strong woman to be able to do that most of the time.

That was interesting. Jane is so devoted to Aro. I can't imagine being so selfless. I worry how she will survive if Aro dies  before her. She lives for him.

I loved this chapter. I hope Bella is smart enough to listen. Charlie is smart and knows part of what Bella went through. He will be able to handle it. Bella needs to stop this monster or is she going to let him hurt some one else.

I loved this installment. I was having trouble seeing how a Marine turned into daddy's little boy. How he functioned in the real world and then in their world. Was he an adult to the rest of the world? Does he drive? Is he a "child" 24/7? My husband is a retired Marine, so I understand their training and what it takes to make it through combat. I understand Douglas's need to have a purpose in life. He wanted to have a Daddy because he never had one, but he still couldn't just be taken care of like a pet. He needed to be needed and he has a work ethic. Marines are proud people. They want to feel like they are contributing. I understand his need to still work even if he is suppose to be a child for his Daddy. He can be an adult when it is called for and can adjust roles as needed.

I think Jasper can tell he is not getting the whole story. Alice  sure painted him a one sided portrait. Alice still sounds so petty and I think Jasper sees it. He knows Bella and she is not driven by money and status. Alice is and that is why she can see the evil possiblities.

Jacob has some nerve to say anything. He screw anything with a vagina and he is mad that Bella got married. Bella just needs to fire him if he does not remember that he is just an employee. Bella is his boss  and a grown woman who can do what she wants. Jacob is lucky to have the job. He has only been really working for a few weeks.

I can't wait to find out what Edward wants to tell Bella. I am so glad that Bella and Edward stood up to Tanya and Aro. I hope it continues.

Can they have anymore tragedy in their short lives? All I can say is that I am so glad that Bella has Edward and her other dance family. She will have a hard time making it as it is, but she will with their love.

Bella is going to have to interact with her classmates more if she wants to fit in and get over her blues.

Bella will do better now that she realizes that she is not alone. Esme and Carlisle will take her under their wing.

I assume the last sentence is from Carlisle. This was a good chapter.