All I can say is that I'm sorry one word ruined the whole story for you. It has been my experience that when you are upset or angry (as Edward was) things come out of your mouth that you would not normally say. With that said, i have been in the OR with surgeons who say the word ain't...thanks for reading and leaving a comment. I have a teaser for you..lml

Bella it sounds to this one like you are depending upon your Master.”

“I am and that scares me.” I admitted in defeat. I could see the question raging in her eyes I didn’t give her a chance to pose it.

“Jane I never depended on anyone in my life. Anytime I did it was a complete disappointment. So I just learned to do everything on my own. I hate the fact that I am so weak to need Edward so much.”

“Bella there is no such things as needing your Master too much. Let’s make that clear right now.” Jane’s voice turned demanding “He wants to be needed, it brings him satisfaction to meet your needs and see that you are properly taken care of. There is also no such thing as a weak submissive. It takes a lot of strength, courage and confidence to give yourself over so completely to someone else. It is not an easy thing to do and those that try because they think it is an effortless life find out very soon that it is not. That usually happens with the first punishment.”