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'The liberties he assumes with my body should enrage me, anger me beyond my own sanity. But it's just not that simple.' Encounters born of need. Consequences neither saw coming. Guard your hearts. Not the ExB you're used to.
Categories: Twilight, All Human
Characters: None
Genre: Drama
Language: English
TWCS Romance Contest: None
Series: My All-Time Favorites, Fics to Read, I Whitlock's read , Ageise02 WIP Reads, My Favorite Stories
Chapters: 22 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 104224 Read Count: 143206
Date: 03 Oct 2011 Title: Chapter 19: Chapter 18
Two words FANFUCKINGTASTICALLY FASCINATING. :)
Worth every single second of wait. Thank you Jada :)
She could love me. She could even hate me. She could loathe my guts but she was not allowed to forget me. Love and hate, both can pave the path to obsession, especially when the thin line that separates them begins to blur. Warning: Dark!
Categories: Fifty Shades Trilogy
Characters: Anastasia Steele/Christian Grey
Genre: Drama
Language: English
TWCS Romance Contest: Risqué
Series: None
Chapters: 43 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 122715 Read Count: 44804
Date: 10 Aug 2014 Title: Chapter 9: Chapter 9
I like how you are peeling one layer after another, of CG personality.
His complicated baggage and past, his BDSM experience and "opinion" on the submissives he had, and mostly his attitude, his arrogance and self- centered and narcistic behavior stemming from power and control, yet also from his traumatizing past.
They say absolute power corrupt absolutely, and you've done a wonderful job writing how CG is indeed corrupted in his inner - most center where he thinks there's no heart !
I love your Anastasia, she's funny, brave, innocent, willful and a "tough cookie" !What I liked most is that despite her attraction to him, she's not spineless, and doesn't turn into a jelly-fish, crumbling at his feet, catering to his every whim if he smiles at her, or kiss her!! (Many writers commit this mistake and I directly stop reading because no matter what, the girl has a brain, not only a vagina lol)
She is as complex a character as her counter-part is, but you described her subtly so, And you excelled at it.
The pace of the story is perfect, and keep the readers on the edge of their seat!
Nothing is repeated from both pov ( which is my petpeeve, a writer would repeat the same scene from both pov rather than mention it then continue) so thank you for avoiding this trap that many fall in.
Chapters' length are also exactly what they need to be, no unecessary details or stuffing, rather exactly what is needed to give the time/ place and general feel,enough to give the exact description you are trying to conve! So cliff-hangers or not, you keep me waiting for more :)
There are some nouns and verbs tenses that need to be corrected, such as "to acquiesce" and "acquiescence" but I am just trying to help by drawing this to your attention. :)
Thank you for sharing this wonderful story you are writing, please keep up the great work, and more chapters please ?! :)
Thank you
Heavy Mist.
Date: 13 Aug 2014 Title: Chapter 14: Chapter 14
I absolutely loved the car/kiss scene and the dialogue in all chapters.
I want to really congractulate you on how you wrote and described the dichotomy between CG thoughts vs actions, his control vs. lising control. And how seamlessly you navigated your way between his thoughts and the real action taking place, his "attempted rape" and his excuses.
The male that is starting to feel and the veast that only wants instant gratification!
Although deep down he knows he's corrupted, and he knows he's bad news to Anastasia, his cruel intentions for the girl are a natural result of his conflict, like fever :)
I also absolutely love how you are keeping the same standards for every chapter, whether the style, cadence, suspense, actions/reactions of the protaginists, every single time, no faltering or taking the easy route.
fantastically well written, I even dare say, maybe it is how E.L. James tried to write 50 Shades of Grey, ( I have read the Original trilogy, "Master of His Universe" before it was published as 50 Shades ) :)
Yes you did indeed say clearly that it is going to be a dark story, and am loving it even more, and will definitely continue reading your intelligent, sexy, psychologically rich ( yes because with CG it is not only about sex ) and wonderful story.
Thank you for the updates, please keep them coming :)
Date: 16 Aug 2014 Title: Chapter 19: Chapter 19
What can I say ?!
Your CG is a total basket case, that you have captured and layed bare, whether by his thoughts, actions, reactions, or blatant unshameful spoken words.
Ah the dialogue ! LOVE It, love how it sounds sexy despite being almost vulgar, or "unorthodox" as Anastasia have phrased it :)
The man craves affection, but channels it into sex, hence being a sex addict by habit, by nurture not nature, and his BDSM tendencies are blurring his sight to real problem.
But with Ana coming into the picture, I am seeing him relinquishing bit by bit his solid and structured sex life ( going bareback as a first step ) wanting her to be only his, though he didn't care for his other submissives if they weren't, and her virginity, rather than putting a damper on his attraction/ obsession, to the contrary it is fanning his flames. Let alone the Master / slave relation ( in his own word) is deeper than a Dom/sub. He never collared a sub, he is seriously thinking about training ana as his slave, his sub, and soon his everything :)
Sorry I am just speculating lol you are the writer and you know where this story is heading and what's going to happen, I guess I was thinking aloud/ in writing lol.
The storyline is unfolding at the exact right pace, I love your writing style. No unecessary delay, no uneeded details, and you hit the nail on the head every single chapter !
Again thank you for sharing this excellent work, and another thank you for the fast chapters update, please keep them coming ? :)
Heavy Mist
Date: 21 Aug 2014 Title: Chapter 23: Chapter 23
I laughed so hard reading the last 3 chapters that my husband said "Honey...you're a looooney " lol.
I cannot believe how much of a spolied brat CG is and to ice his cake he's in denial!
What he told Ana at the end of chapter 22 is true, she's conflicted, her intuition/ ( mind?) tells her to stay away from him, while her body pulls her towards him.
The conflict goes deeper because she sure as hell is liking every minute of him chasing after her, though knowing there won't be "hearts&roses" puts a damper on her attraction, her submissiveness is still latent, and waiting for his Dominant, but he's going about it the wrong way....well we can always count ...on this tiny margen of hope....
But I really really don't envy her, if in the near future we're going to read about him putting into action what he's thinking about....( shivers) lol
Again a wonderful well written story, absolutely putting me on pins and needles, with baited breath, on the edge of my seat, waiting for the next chapter!
Thank you for sharing this gem :)
Date: 02 Sep 2014 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1
Was waiting anxiously for the new chapter, checking everyday :)
I wonder if Ana will submit that easily, I doibt though...considering that she's proved a tough cookie until now!
So I am on pins and needles to read what will happen " tomorrow night, at 7 sharp" :)
Thank you again for sharing, please another chapter soon?!
PS. My husband still thinks I am a loony but that's why he loves me lol
Date: 14 Sep 2014 Title: Chapter 25: Chapter 25
Thank you for taking the time to respond, and yes we are a couple, I smiled knowing you understand me, oh yes I am a proud loony :D
As you said that is the only way to be one ;)
Please don't feel obliged to reply :) I 'd rather you spend the time writing your splendid and excellent version of 50 Shades of Grey. :D
I might offend some readers here, but IMHO, your version is way, I mean WAY better than E.L.James, ( my appologies to those offended) :)
I laughed so hard and loud at " Pepper spray and condoms!" Indeed it is a war, of a different kind, and the boon is more than worth it, Mr. Grey's heart, but until that time comes, we will see battles of wills and tears and pain, and whips and chains and,welts...
I hope so :D
I love love love your creativity, your flowing writing style, the dialogue is absolutely riveting, and witty. The humor and subtle sexiness, mingled together, is simply incomparable.
I was checking every day to see if you updated, yep you got me addicted !
Please, please do not make us wait long, us poor readers ( implores with puppy dog eyes) lol.
I again thank you for sharing the fruits of your hard labor, to give us the chance to read this "story-gem".
Take care :)
Date: 13 Nov 2014 Title: Chapter 26: Chapter 26
Happy Birthday to you :)
I was worried something happened, thank heavens you're well and good.
Having anxiety crisis, is like breathing to a writer, which I fully understand, it is a bit scary to write and wait for reviews, and wait...and wait...and all sort of bad ideas goes into ones mind ;)
Thank you for updating!
A very complex and tense chapter as I felt it , -maybe your anxiety influenced Anastasia :) - but definitely worth the long wait.
The dialogue IMHO is somehow foreshadoing what might and could happen in the near future.
But what do I know?! You're the writer :)
Again very hilarious moments were inserted at the right moment to break the tension, though Mr. Grey finally and unaware started his trip into possessiveness ( I think it's early to call his reaction Jealousy)
Thank you again for the really brilliant and well written version of 50 shades of grey :)
Take care and again best wishes on your Birthday :)
Date: 07 Dec 2014 Title: Chapter 27: Chapter 27
I was checking to see if you updated...and YES ! :D - Happy dance -
One of the most intense chapters until now.
I can feel the edge of a knife cutting through the whole "meeting" ambiance!
Yes meeting, because Mr. grey ( the jerk as per Ana lol ) turned a wooing dinner into a business transaction with threats to boot!
But you conveyed splendidly the tension, running deep, in both the "antagonists"!
I shall call them such, because you simply took the mask off Mr Grey to show the uncompromising arrogant Dominant's face! And the terrified submissive that is squirming in Ana, though rebellious and angry. Or livid more like it!
With your absolutely wonderful description and even more, the enticing and spellbounding dialogue, I am waiting with abated breath for the next chapter - which I hope won't take long? ;)
What I like is his brutal honesty, and her backbone, I love that she is not yoelding, I love that she pushed him ( and his buttons) to the extent of threatening her :D
Girl you are one heck of a talented writer, and I cannot wait to read more of your pure magic with words :)
Thank you for sharing this story :)
Author's Response:
Thankyou so much! I love your lovely reviews and your ever constant support!! It's fun writing the arrogant Mr. Grey.