Oh this was the perfect ending for this story. With these two nothing has ever been neat and tidy so why should the ending be. They are together and that's all that matters. They are meant to be. Maybe in future there could be a sequel. Thank you for one hell of an amazing story.

    Marguerite

My emotions are mixed... I liked the way you ended it.... I am pissed because you did it... I am in love with sth that pissed me off.... WOW! talking about frustrating....

Anyway... You get the picture! lol

xoxo

Marianne

F*ckawesome ending! I would have waited months for that shit. *squishes*

Thank you for writing, great  HEA. And you are the lemon queen;)

I love this story!!!! I wish you would make a sequel because it would be intereting to see what they decided to do and if their past or some of the people from their past come back... but once again  AWESOME STORYYYYY!!!!!

Great ending to a great story. I have enjoyed your well-written work all the way through. Thank you and BRAVO! Greetings from Denmark.

I love the ending.  Is there gonna be an epi?

awwwwwwwwwwwwww!!!

it's over.. *sniffs*

it was sooo good ride.. smuthy....angst.. but good!

They deserve end like this! HEA!!!

Thank you for writing and sharing this story with us!

Adriana

Great final chapter! Wonderful story with some great characters!

:)

   Wow, only one more chapter, huh? That's so sad! I really would've loved to see more. I'm still counting on that HEA you promised us, though. I guess I'm just glad that they're finally going to see one another again. It's obvious they're not over one another. I mean, they're still missing one another after all these months, right? They're meant to be together. Let's just hope they finally realize it. I guess we can't convince you to do an epi or two? Pretty please? You have to tell us what happens in their future. You can't just leave us hanging! 

   This story has affected me so much more than I ever thought it would when I began reading it, and now I'm going to be really sad to be done with it. Now that I've caught up with you, I guess I'll just have to wait like everyone else for the update. Hope it's soon, cuz I'm dying to find out what happens!

        Debbie

       Nope, didn't see that one coming, and I have no clue how she's going to react. I sure as hell hope she doesn't fuck him, cuz you know as soon as she does, Edward is going to walk in, and there goes that. I totally understand why Bella's acting the way she is--hurt Edward before he can hurt her--but man, I hope he doesn't fall for it. I hope he's smart enough to understand why she's lashing out. And I sure as hell hope Rose is just being a big, jealous bitch. God, if he's screwing around on Bella, I'm not sure she's going to be able to handle it.

      Okay, off to read more, cuz now I can't stand not to know what happens.

      Debbie

     It's about fucking time!! I couldn't quite understand what they were waiting for, though I have to say, I thought it would be him who made the first move (publicly), so I was pretty surprised when Bella grabbed him like that. Go Bella! I'm actually glad that didn't drag out for weeks, with them pretending they didn't mean anything to one another. I mean, why did they even care what anyone thought? It's not like the people they care about, the few true friends they have, would care. They'd be happy for them. The others? Who the hell cares what they think? So, now they're official, I guess? This oughta be interesting.

    Debbie

   Oh, no! I don't want there to only be two more chapters! You got me hooked, and now it's nearly over? I was really hoping for more, but I guess I'll have to live with what I can get. Hope these last two are amazing, and I'm sure I won't be disappointed. Seems like these two are finally ready to admit what they really feel. About damned time, I say.

     Debbie

    Ahh, Emmett. What a big, huge idiot he is! I'm not surprised E punched him. He really needs a good whooping, doesn't he? I do have to laugh at him, though, he's pretty funny, when he's not busy being such a dumbass.

    I loved the whole scene with Carlisle and Esme and Edward. I had a feeling that's how he'd react, and I'm sure Carlisle did, too, though, like him, I hope that E will get it through his head that his dad deserves to be happy. And I'm sure it would make Carlisle really happy if Edward gave Esme a chance. Guess it's all about growing up, huh? Realizing that things don't always have to be so awful and depressing. Sometimes, life can be good, if you just let it.

     Okay, so that is the big question, huh? Does B sleep with Jacob? I seriously hope not, for everyone's sake. Off to find out, though, cuz I can't wait any longer.

       Debbie

   So, Edward does the whole disappearing act again. I was very intrigued to find out exactly what had happened at their first meeting. I had hoped he hadn't fucked her, and was very glad to find out that not only had he not, but that he'd been a gentleman. It was a pleasant surprise to find that he had that in him. It explained a lot, too. Why he'd been treating her the way he had. But now, I suspect he's running from himself. He's gotta be freaking out about the feelings he's beginning to have for this girl. I mean, for a guy who's basically looked at girls as a means to an end (getting off), it's gotta be pretty damned scary. It's one thing for those things to happen in the dark, but in the bright light of day? Probably scared him shitless.

    And so we meet Esme. How nice! I'm glad to see Carlisle isn't only the playboy I'd been expecting. And Alice and Jasper. Hmmm... I was wondering if/when that was going to happen. I love Jasper, and Alice, too, so this is intriguing. Not the usual love-at-first-sight thing, so that's refreshing. I do think Bella's going to be happy for them eventually, though I guess it's going to take her a while, since she's so screwed up right now. Hopefully, she truly is a good friend and will realize that Alice is happy, though that might not happen until she's a little happier herself, huh? And what's going to happen with this date tonight, hmmm?? Is she going to go through with it to piss Cullen off, or is she going to realize that she doesn't want to see anyone else? Well, even if that happens, she'll be too afraid E doesn't feel the same, so she'll do it anyway. I keep wondering if Jake is just bored with Nessie or if he's trying to live out some romantic fantasy from his past? I'd hate to see Bella screw with him or he with her, and have it mess up their chances with the ones they truly care about. Of course, maybe Jacob really does care about her. And is Edward going to get all jealous and interrupt their date? Guess I need to go read and find out.

          Debbie

You.need.to.updateeeeeee!

Ok, here (sigh). I know, I know people complicate their life without needed be, inevitable and unconciously. I know; I do it myself like everyone else. But seriously, we have to learn that not everyone is lucky enough to screw things up really badly and having someone else fixing them for you. It happens really rarely. 

So, I think they both messed it up, but I am kind of madder at Bella ´cause she knew they both had relationship problems and she goes and ruins Edward´s knew found will to try out one, with her own selfpitty and let´s be honest,  a little bit of recklesness. I know Edward isn´t going right about things either, but seriously, the girl said she was going, she didn´t say exactly where nor did she reach to no one in Forks afterwards,  and she also said that she pretty much betrayed him. What can be expected? If it wasn´t because someone else told Edward she was most asuredly lying, there would be nopossibility of E&B.

I mean, I know that sometimes you need to get away, cut all loose threads and start all over, but is it really necesary to hurt people in the process?

She is rich, if she wanted to dissapear she could have, wether he wanted her to or not. I think there was no need for the lying and heartbreak; but, well, what is a good fic without a little bit of drama? Or a lot... sometimes...

Anyway, I am looking forward to see how they fix their problems. True, they needed to fix themselves first and then try something together. I am glad Bella was able to make progress there; Edward not so much. 

I will be here for the next chappie, biting my nails and hoping for the best. They are still young, so I think that they have a good chance to fix themselves with propper assistance and will. So, I am hoping.

Take care

a cliffie! no!!! i really hope they work things out. i'm so glad Edward decided to get off his butt and see her. update soon!

Kristi

Oh KB! ...... awwwwwwwwww .... please, pretty please don't take too long to update .... this cliffie is too painful !!!! .... LOVING IT!!!!!!!  PS- I hope Edward finds out what R told B at the party!! *winks* xo

Thanks for the chapter, hope you'll update soon. Maybe in a few hours or so. :)

Thank you for this update. I love that both E & B have grown and matured. I can't wait for their reunion;)

nooooooooooooooooooo!! only one more??? that can't be - it's too soon - I need more time - it's not fair.....please don't make them go....

:(

hmmm  so he tracked her down.... wonder how this conversatoin is going to go.

You are such a GREAT writer.  This was a wonderful chapter.  I absolutely love your story!

yummy, love it. can't wait to read the makeup chapter next!!!!

“Edward…”   -   *sigh*

That pretty much sums the whole chapter up. ;)

Thank GOD he got off his butt and went to Seattle to find her. 

I love that Esme has become someone that Edward can turn to for support and it's wonderful that Bella has found her own two legs to stand on. 

I'm getting weepy just thinking about this story ending. *sobs*

god they are stubborn. lol I love that Edward is giving Esme a chance. that's great and even better that Edward came to see her. keep up the great work. thanks again bye

OMG!  I hope they get their shit together!!!  Great chapter. 

Oh come on more than one chapter is needed to fix this, I need to see them together and happy again

Wow, they are in true hell. Of course they love each other and they suffer because of this. Stubborn asses, lol.

So only one more chapter? :( Well, I can't wait for the talk :)

This chapter was...superb!  There are no other words for it!  Thanks and please update soon!!!!!!

OMG!!! That was mean!!! and only one chapter?! So sad! :(

Thank you for the update :)
Lovebel xo

Yah!! I was so excited to see an update on BDR!! And you did not disappoint. That was a really good chapter. They needed this time apart and are both using it to better themselves. If they'd stayed together, they probably wouldn't have gotten back into studying, Bella wouldn't be in therapy, Edward wouldn't have had time with his dad or to get to know Esme. I'm glad they didn't jump back into their old patterns of sleeping with other people. I'm so glad he's finally reached out to her though. I can't wait for the next chapter. Please, please don't make us wait so long :)

cant wait for the update!!  This has been happening to me more frequently...  I put off reading a story then when I finally get around to reading it a few chapters after I'm all caught up... the story comes to an end. 

Wow!  Edward and Bella are back.  I think Bella deserved to tell Edward the truth.

Okie dokie. Another good chapter. I really enjoyed it. Of all the story alerts I subscribe to, yours would probably be in the top 5 that make me squeal.

I know, I promised not to ask questions until the end, if they're still not clarified but to be clear, there's 3 things that absolutely can't wait or I'll drive myself crazy:

-Was B doing it any harder without E as he was her? He seemed more broken but we had less time with B and she always hides emotions, y'know? So, I was just wondering.

-When B says she was a little jealous that A & J were still together, it wasn't cause she wanted J but cause she wished her and E were still together like them, yeah!?

-When B says that Ange was sweet and unlike her and that she didn't go 'cockhungry crazy', what exactly does that term mean and is she saying that she herself is like that or used to be or the people of Forks are? Has B fell back into her old lifestyle, in terms of sleeping around and partying and dating this time round?

Speaking of I was wondering, B never really fucked guys or girls or whatever cause she was that horny or promiscuous, was it more like a desperate cry for help or attention or because she didn't know how to cope in a life she hated or something? That's never really been answered though we know E's reasons. Was she ever even attracted- wanting the guys she slept with- or was it just boredom? Obviously, like E did, she enjoyed random sex while doing it but..?

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This isn't really a question, per se, but I'm a little puzzled. B slept around with her best friends- Jasper and Em. E never liked R so that doesn't matter. But J, especially was really close to B and I'm just wondering how you can go from sleeping with someone to having no feelings for them- even sexual feelings. Even finding Edward doesn't make that go away, right?

Remember, I'm not questioning your writing or characters, just looking for clarification. It's in no way meant as offensive.

Sincerely,

youngandmature

*PS. I'll post this onto the Twilighted thread too as I know you don't really check this one :)

Ok, I am all for her aknowledging she is fucked up, he is fucked up, the whole Fork´s population is fucked up ten times to tomorrow, but hell, please don´t go all New Moon on me, I can´t take it, I could barely take it once. It made me bawl with crying.

I know life is tough and things are easier said than done , but why don ´t people ever talk? Seriously, couldn´t it be something along the lines of "I love you but I need to get out of here. Nothing happened with James but I need to go. We´ll be stronger if we go trough this, you can visit, I can visit..." Whatever. But why does people have to think they know what´s better for their loved ones and take decisions for them without consulting them and then go and lie and manipulate the situation to make them think that that is the best thing for all. Jesus, I am upset.

I mean, this story is great. It was all sexy, deviant fun and all. Sexy Edward and Bella going dirty on each othe,r who wouldn´t love it, right? An I know they were disturbed since the beginning and that the drama and angst was bound to happen like all in life, but hell, when it happens , let´s face it, nobody likes it.

Hope they can sort it out, seriously, ´cause I had the feeling they were like this long lost souls that just found after almost a lifetime of being almost biting their noses without really looking at each other, and that finally they found someone who understood and can realy on, but now it doesn´t seem that easy. I´m sad.

Take care

i really got hooked on this story and couldn't put it down!  feel so bad for E this chapter, but glad to see bella getting stronger. please let himforgive her!

i love the path this story has  taken, so unseen, spontan, i really love confussed, angri, vulnebal edward and quiet. `strong`, fragile bella just a greit chapter i just say BDR IS AFTER ALL THI MONTCH MY ABSOLUT FAVORIT STORY. AND I AM NOT A 16 YEAR  OLD TEEN.

god! it makes me cry! I want the next chap already! pls. . . . .  update. . .

 'I presumed she felt like I did, like a day without seeing her or spending time with her was a day wasted. I thought she’d felt the same way.'

OH........poor Edward.  I feel so heartbroken for him.  He's so confused and I just want to give him a hug. :(

I knew Bella was lying about James.  She knew the only way Edward would let her go would be to lie to him.  This story kills me because unfortunately, it's what a lot of people really do do in real life. *sigh*  So spot on.

ok HEA? ok ok... i can calm down then. Edward deep down can't really believe that Bella slept with James. crazy chapter! update soon!

Kristi

btw what's HEA stand for?

wha a fucking bithch he deserves what she get for hurting him its always the girls that lie and hurt the guys 

Thank you for this chapter. Edward should have said 'I loveyou, now get out.' I can't wait for more;)

Damn it! I am desolate... I feel that achy thing in my chest like I just broke up with my boyfriend. CAN'T YOU SEE WHAT YOUR STORY IS DOING TO ME?!?! I need to stop getting so attached, and I will... after I finish your story! Please update soon; if you don't, I'll be forced to spend my summer break heartbroken for your fictitious characters, and you can't be that mean, right?

I wonder how she would feel differently if she knew he loved her back. I'm proud of her that she punched James!

OMG!!! I am so sad right now!!! I just hope they work this out soon! and Edward finds out she lied or something. Please post again soon!!!

Bella is seriously messed up.  I just can't wrap my brain around why she would leave Edward.  I know she wants him to have his life goals, but wait till the end of the year at least.  Enjoy what you have while you have it.